Monday, February 27, 2006

hey! 'sup? i dun tink i'll be sleeping much 2nite, knowing dat bfme 2 is onli like, half a day away... hopefully, the guys at challenger didn't lie 2 me when dey said it would be comin' out on 28th, not 2nd march, as i had expected... but, hu's relli giving a shit, ryte? better early than on time, than late, than never, ryte? haha! following jieyu 2 go and buy tmr!!! the only thing better than getting a highly anticipated game, is getting a highly-anticipated game alongside a friend... COOLNESS!!!

i tink we relli pissed harry off durin lit 2dae, lah... the whole time, ben, andrew and myself kept finding different ways 2 arrange tom, dick and harry... carried on fer damn long. i tink we relli pissed him off bad, cos he was kinda mean 2 us after lit... well, can't blame him, can we?

lookin' forward 2 the rest o' the week too, i guess... tmr getting bfme 2, wed got the conference rehearsal thing with the girls frm kc, AT KC!!! thurs taking sec1s. kinda nervous though... they are new, and i dun wanna scare 'em, but- wait. YES I DO!!! haha. jkjk. but i swear, if dey dare stand on one leg, IN MARCH... i'll make sure dey only haf one leg 2 stand on... and friday parade, which i hope my batch will be taking... haiz... hope bah...

den next week goin' fer camp... or was it week after next? aiyah. nvm lah... anyway, dat tammy sex tape thing is quite a big deal now. everyone wants 2 see it... so far, i tink only jia jun has it... sick bastard... he's been showing it off the whole day... well, can't say it's not expected, he is a porn freak and a show-off... so, put 'em 2gether and waddaya get? A FREAK SHOWING-OFF PORN!!! not dat dat's entirely bad, but at least not in a sch, ryte? common sense, dude... haiz... nvm. i shall not rant any further... i'll go finish up my poetry project... bye dudes and dudettes! peace out!

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde4:33 AM
0 but WHY am I here?

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

OINK!
ca is over, so i'll prolly be able 2 spend more time writing the campaign missions fer the hobbit mod thingy... hopefully daniel and the rest won;t kick me off the team... anyway, ben, sicheng and myself have been picked fer this internatioanl conference thingy where we gotta put on a performance... it's something abt how exams suck... and dere's a chance dat if our performance is gd enuff, we'll be able 2 get exams abolished forever!!! haha!!! thank us!! (we're working with sum kc gals, so all u despo guys can be fill urselves wif envy!!!)

i'm still counting down the days 2 bfme 2... i went 2 do some recon at tampines challenger, and the guy said it would be in on the 28th... i'm so happy!!! but i'm not sure if it's true ornot... may it is, maybe not... hu cares? i'll go see on tues. maybe it's dere... but the fella said dey dun carry the colloectos edition! damn! i want the DVD... haiz.. nvm. i shall wait... until then, bye!!!

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde3:52 AM
0 but WHY am I here?

Sunday, February 19, 2006

i saw this ivd on youtube... it's damn freaking funny... gotta check this shit out, y'all

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde1:10 AM
0 but WHY am I here?

Friday, February 17, 2006

hey guys! i swear, my class is getting crazier abt beyblades... jont and abdul have joined in the fun! yay!

'tis te season to get MC, falalalala, lalalala...

ppl r falling sick all over the class... i tink it's shawn hu's spreading it... he keeps sneezing... and it's damn funny. louis oso. his sneeze is like, the cartoon one! literally AH-CHOO! haha! damn funny. and the "choo" is damn high-pitched... freaking comical.

but ben was sick 2dae, so i took over his seat. den harry and i started talking... we decided dat for every 3 times dat ben pang seh, he will be sent to... EXILE ISLAND!!! which is basically my usual seat in class, where i am surrounded by desmond the snitch, benjamin kang the whiner, teng wei, hu tries bugging me 2 play maple and zixi, the S.I.R (Singapore Idol Reject)... it's hell on earth... and i'm hate it.

2dae was damn funny loh! zixi moved next 2 chun how during chem. den dey were talking, so peh asked zixi 2 move away. den chun how said "han sen oso moved! he not supposed 2 be sitting dere!" den peh said "han sen's ok, he's not talking" I WAS SO SHOCKED LAH! I NVR HEARD DAT B4!!! SO COOL! den desmond tried 2 saboh me fer moving my ass away frm exile island, so during maths, he shouted damn loudly in class "HAN SEN! GET UR ASS THE HELL BACK 2 UR SEAT!" den mdm ernie heard it so freaking clearly, she scolded him lah! haha! backfire, sia... stupid snitch... so she allowed me 2 sit dere fer the lesson, den she started testing us by popping maths questions to me and harry... we passed, so i tink i'll prolly get 2 sit dere fer a while... AND BEN WILL BE TRANSFERRED 2 EXILE ISLAND!!! quite frankly, when ben sat with me, i got tranferred fer talking. den harry took my seat. now harry gets scolded fer talking... so, i tink we can successfully deduce dat ben is the talkative one, and should be moved away asap...

anyway, i'd appreciate it if u guys could help me do dis survey: http://kevan.org/johari?name=Han%20Sen
thx, appreciate it

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde4:39 AM
0 but WHY am I here?

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

ok b4 i start, i juz wanna get dis out of the way...MY CLASS IS PLAYING BEYBLADES AGAIN!!!
ok. well done. alright. down 2 the charts. DRASTIC CHANGES ONCE AGAIN !!!

At no. 10 is a new one, good day by the click five... it's the first track on their album, and i must say, it's a gr8 choice 2 start wif. freakin awesome. it's one of those songs dat make u wanna play it. the groove is juz damn nice. i dunno y i used the word "groove". hmm... hope 2 see it on mtv though... i swear, the click five's on a roll... they're gonna be big. so long as blood, sex and booze duzzen't get into the picture (no pun intended)

no 9 is sleeping 2 dream, makin' it's way down rather fast... i tink maybe i dun like it as much cos i dun listen 2 it beri often... it's on my playlist, but i put it on shuffle, and fer some reason, i seldom get it... suay lah. wad can i say? but it's still a nice song. i reccommend u guys get it.

no. 8 is eminem's debut on my charts... WHEN I'M GONE!!! i'm not a beri bi fan of gangster rap... i usually prefer this particular sub-genre of rap, which duz not talk abt fuckin' ho's or bustin' caps. haha! but i guess the music video is also damn nice... i like the haylie dubbing thing... SO COOL! i guess it relli makes u tink abt how important family is and dat we shuld relli treasure it lah... so juz take a look around and tink abt how important ur family is 2 u...

no 7 is damn nice. it's a song dat can currently be heard if u happen 2 see the commercial fer this week's episode of csi:miami. it's called change your mind by sister hazel. no... it's not sung by nuns. it's cool in a sense dat it prompts u 2 make ur own choices. individuality is a very important virtue... so think abt ur choices, cos some can't be taken back... i tink dat ben and harry would noe all too well wad i'm talking abt after 2dae's events...

no 6 dis week is yellowcard's one year six months.(sound like a pregnancy duration ah?) i'm tinking of choosing dis song fer this year's ROD. it's relli inspirational abt pass relationships and "falling into memories of you" i dun tink i can fall into memories of her if none haf been cr8ed yet.. haiz... nvm, i shall not dwell on dat...

no. 5 is the first track by a female artist, or rather, female band on the list... JUMP BY THE FADERS!!! it's damn funny... at first ryte, i was watching channel 5, den got comericials, so i did some channel surfing. i got 2 nickelodean, den dey were playing the jump music video. i tot it was cool, so i watched on... den i turned 2 mtv, and may and choy were doing an interview wif the faders, so i watched. and after the interview, DEY PLAYED THE MUSIC VIDEO!!! so cool! they're kinda like blink 182, only more chio. haha! (and i tink the lead singer, molly is damn hot... dyed red hair is so awesome... but i guess toy is quite hot too, in the goth chick kinda way...)

4 is another yellowcard song... BACK HOME. off the last album dey had... i noe. beri "out" liao. i dun give a shit... i'm listening 2 it ryte now, in fact... it's damn nice, abt going out and den looking back on ur home town... it's damn funny. the lead singer, ryan, fer the sake of filling in all the syllabus, pronounces california as "ca-li-for-ni-aye". damn cool.

i swear, yellocard rawks. cos the no.3 song is lights and sounds... (moving a bit the slow, ah?) i'm tryng 2 play the fucking song... run until my fingers damn pain lah... shouldn't have peeled the damn thing... haiz... it's a fetish, i think... but i'm getting the hang of it lah... hopefully i can play it soon.

no.2 is our last no. 1, darius's colourblind. i dunno wad 2 say abt it, relli... i guess, it juz kept getting less and less appealing...

OIWU dis time around is miles apart by... YELLOWCARD!!! dey rawk ass, lah. miles apart is quite sentimental 2 me lah, i guess...

no1 dis week is a song often heard on the radio: WHO I AM HATES WHO I;VE BEEN BY RELIENT K!!! it's become harry's and my fav song... when one of us starts it, the other will sing it... we sang it all the way frm the club(where we went fer study grp) back 2 the bus stop. maybe we'll make a music video on it) haha. lyrics r below...

I watched the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the Pacific and
you might think I'm losing my mind,
but I will shy away from the specifics...

'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus]
Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
that it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

[Chorus]
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
to create so much pressure that I’ll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
sinking up to the beating of my heart,
and I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can’t let that happen again
‘cause then you’ll see my heart
in the saddest state it’s ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus x2]
[Chorus]

Who I am hates who I've been
and who I am won’t take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I’ve been
‘cause who I’ve been only ever made me...

So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I’m ready to try and never become that way again
‘cause who I am hates who I’ve been.
Who I am hates who I’ve been.

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde3:22 AM
0 but WHY am I here?

Thursday, February 09, 2006

2DAE WAS SO DAMN FUN!!! of course no at sch lah,(except fer us daring haziq and irysraad into going into the staff toilet and making sexy noises while i took a video) but after sch... during the wheelchair gang meeting... but, it was damn gay when serene decided 2 pang seh us... halfway through chinese class, she smsed ben and said she didn;t feel like going... PANG SEH!!! so instead, harry, me and ash went 2 parkway first. ben had a media club meeting,so he pang seh us temporarily. den we waited fer nicole, hu showed up a bit b4 ben did. so we got 2 boardgames paradice, and stated 2 play cluedo, which i felt was a complte waste of time, cos we had 2 learn the rules, and our game time was ticking...
so were playing playing playing... we all kept blocing harry frm entering any of the rooms. HAHA! it pissed him off so much! haha... he was looking at me, i was abt 2 move and block the door. den he said "u dare?" den i said "ya". den i block him way. WAH LAU! NICOLE LAUGH DAMN LOUD IN MY EAR LAH! maybe it was juz loud cos she was sitting next 2 me... but it was still damn freaking loud. but we gave up halfway cos it was a complete waste of time. so we switched 2 lotr monopoly. i used my ring as a counter... so cool. den while we were playing, dis reporter called judith frm the straits times came and interviewed us. ben jumped in 2 answer all the questions while we lamed in the background. personally, i tink he lacked some basic ppl skills juz now lah. i mean, he took all the questions, nvr introed us, we had 2 do dat ourselves, collectively, as the wheelchair gang... selfish SOB... but, we'll be mentioned collectively lah. so dat's gd. wheelchair gang will be famous!!!
eventually, nicole had 2 leave fer tuition... so we let her go lah! so we all play until shoik, den te bill came. it was abt 60 bucks lah! den we all pooled our money together, and found we were still short of 8 bucks. SHIT! we sent ben 2 go 2 nicole's tuition centre, abt 5 mins away 2 get more cash... and it was damn funny when he came back lah! we tot he was empty handed, den he held up the $10 note... so drama! but we decided 2 go back dere again next week. but sign up fer membership. hopefully we can get more ppl 2 com. den play more, pay less...

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde6:23 AM
0 but WHY am I here?

2DAE WAS SO DAMN FUN!!! of course no at sch lah,(except fer us daring haziq and irysraad into going into the staff toilet and making sexy noises while i took a video) but after sch... during the wheelchair gang meeting... but, it was damn gay when serene decided 2 pang seh us... halfway through chinese class, she smsed ben and said she didn;t feel like going... PANG SEH!!! so instead, harry, me and ash went 2 parkway first. ben had a media club meeting,so he pang seh us temporarily. den we waited fer nicole, hu showed up a bit b4 ben did. so we got 2 boardgames paradice, and stated 2 play cluedo, which i felt was a complte waste of time, cos we had 2 learn the rules, and our game time was ticking...
so were playing playing playing... we all kept blocing harry frm entering any of the rooms. HAHA! it pissed him off so much! haha... he was looking at me, i was abt 2 move and block the door. den he said "u dare?" den i said "ya". den i block him way. WAH LAU! NICOLE LAUGH DAMN LOUD IN MY EAR LAH! maybe it was juz loud cos she was sitting next 2 me... but it was still damn freaking loud. but we gave up halfway cos it was a complete waste of time. so we switched 2 lotr monopoly. i used my ring as a counter... so cool. den while we were playing, dis reporter called judith frm the straits times came and interviewed us. ben jumped in 2 answer all the questions while we lamed in the background. personally, i tink he lacked some basic ppl skills juz now lah. i mean, he took all the questions, nvr introed us, we had 2 do dat ourselves, collectively, as the wheelchair gang... selfish SOB... but, we'll be mentioned collectively lah. so dat's gd. wheelchair gang will be famous!!!
eventually, nicole had 2 leave fer tuition... so we let her go lah! so we all play until shoik, den te bill came. it was abt 60 bucks lah! den we all pooled our money together, and found we were still short of 8 bucks. SHIT! we sent ben 2 go 2 nicole's tuition centre, abt 5 mins away 2 get more cash... and it was damn funny when he came back lah! we tot he was empty handed, den he held up the $10 note... so drama! but we decided 2 go back dere again next week. but sign up fer membership. hopefully we can get more ppl 2 com. den play more, pay less...

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde6:03 AM
0 but WHY am I here?

Friday, February 03, 2006

kk... dere's been a few drastic changes 2 the chart over the holidays... let's just get right into it, shall we? ok... no choice anyway.

last week, in 10th place was 0%interest by Jason Mraz. in it's place instead is a new one, Beautiful Love by The Afters. I;m not usually a very big fan of such songs where the vocals and drums r the most prominent. i can only hear the guitar most in the intro. after dat.... it's like, drums come out tops. u can literally count each and every beat. not like other songs whereby u gotta strain 2 hear the drums. but i guess it's spcial in dt way lah. the lyrics r gr8 too... gotta thank jont fer dat one.

no.9 dis week is ghost of you by My Chemical Romance. I still tink it's damn nice ah. but like beautiful love, the main attractive feature is the drums. like, the intro by guitar comes first, den drums become prominent. dunno y... it's the time fer drums 2 shine now, i tink... my drummer frends will like dat compliment... heehee.

no. 8, and replacing hey juliet is swing life away by rise against!!! i juz realised sumthng. my version of swing life away was actually the acoustic version. it had no solo wadsoever, so it was beri bland and onli 2 mins long. lol!!! but now i have the actual version. so it's nicer lah. got a solo now!!! so fun!!! wad kind of fun??? DERRICK FUN!!!! lol. dun ask. it's my frend's name. juust like saying he;s fun.

no7 dis week, is sleeping to dream by jason mraz. it's virtually unheard of lah. but it's a relli nice song. sleeping to dream about u... it's cool lah. very descriptive and touching. it tells of how a guy yearns fer dis girl, but is unable 2 get her, so he looks forward 2 sleeping in order to dream of her... see? so touching!lol!!!

no6 is... just feel better by santana and steve tyler... it's quite new on the radio, but, already i;m getting sick of it. stupid mtv brand new. intro me the song so early... haiz... nvm... let's just count how long it stays, k?

no5 this week is best day of my life, moving down one spot. ok, i muz say, it's partly cos i memorized all the damn lyrics. so now, as i keep singing it 2 myself, it get less and less addictive. hmmm... wonder if dis works with other song... haiz. i tink it's best 2 keep getting tired of songs. den my chart will always have new stuff!! yay!!!

no4 is a mcfly track, it's first time on the chart is due 2 their song, ultraviolet. i dunno y, i dunno how, but i kinda like it cos it has dis kind of beach boys, 60's style and mood. maybe cos it kinda brings me closer 2 my dad who rather enjoys dis kind of old-style songs... it's gd lah. it's kinda abt standing at the beach, looking at gurls. haha!!! like a bit the bian tai, ah... lol.

no3 fer me is whatsername by green day. fer those of u hu didn;t noe, green day's album, american idiot, is actually the story of a troubled teen jesus of surburbia. i'll skip the important bits and go straight 2 whatsername lah. k. he meets dis gurl called whatsername. not her real name of course. she's just mentioned dat way in the album cos JOS can't remember her full name. but it's quite sad lah. whatsername kinda dumped JOS for an unknown reason, and in the song, JOS is like, finding it damn difficult 2 cope with the loss. her remembers the times, the walks, the kisses, the hugs, but not the name. dumb ryte? yeah. i noe. but who relli gives a shit? it's a nice song.

no 2 this week, finally taken down and out of the no1 spot, is yellowcard's lights and sounds. it's pretty cool, acutally, cos the ppl hu follow the chart, as i've observed, r listening 2 the song cos dey saw it on my chart! it makes me feel so important!!! I MAKE A DIFFERENCE!!! but plz do try and get more ppl 2 see my chart if u're reading this. i do want somemore followers. of the chart, i mean. i'm not gonna kill any jews or anth...

i'm gonna lose the stupid suspense thing i've been doing fer the past 2 weeks b4 revealing the no1 track, so i'll be outright with it. but b4 i reveal the no1 song, let's see wad's "on it's way up", k?

ok. some of u may have heard of dis song, it's Who I Am Hates Who I've Been by Relient K it's basically a song abt changing and turning over a new leaf. yeah. revolutions are important. good and bad ones. if u notice, bad revoultions are always historical. gd ones tend 2 go unnoticed, but make big impacts. yeah.

so, this week's no1 song is...
DARIUS COLOURBLIND!!! i kinda fell in love with this song when i heard it on the radio one fine day when the sun was shining, birds were singing, and fish were happily going "bloop, bloop". haha. ok. well, i guess the lyrics r juz inspirational 2 me... it reminds me of those songs where dey sing L stands for... O stands fer ... V stands fer... E stands fer... and also becos it was one of the first songs where i manage 2 hear the title and artist on the first time i hear it!!! lol!!! ok, so i'll leave u guys with the lyrics. but b4 i do, here's a recap of the whole chart.

OIWU. who i am hates who i've been.
10. Beautiful Love
9. ghost of You
8. Swing Life Away
7. Sleeping to dream
6. Just feel better
5. Best day of my life
4.ultraviolet
3.whatsername
2.lights and sounds
1.colourblind

Colour Blind
Written by Darius

Feeling blue
When I'm trying to forget this feeling
That I miss you

Feeling green
When the jealousy wells and it won't
Go away in dreams

Feeling yellow
I'm confused inside a little hazy but mellow
When I feel your eyes on me

Feeling fine, sublime
When that smile of yours
Creeps into my mind

Nobody told me it feels so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light
You're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind
You make me colour blind

Feeling red
When you spend all your time with your friends
And not me instead

Feeling black
When I think about all of the things that
I feel I lack

Feeling jaded
When it's not gone right
All the colours have faded
Then I feel your eyes on me

Feeling fine, sublime
When that smile of yours
Creeps into my mind

Nobody told me it feels so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light
You're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind
You make me colour blind

Blinded by the light you shine
The colours fade completely
Blinded by you everytime
I feel your smile defeat me
I'm colour blind
I just can't deny this feeling

Nobody told me it feels so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light
You're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind
You make me colour blind

Nobody told me it feels so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light
You're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind
You make me colour blind

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde5:26 AM
0 but WHY am I here?

The Darkness

    Guywithballz a.k.a hansen guywithballz@hotmail.com (:

    wishlist

    dog tags
    denim wallet
    a ring. relli. just a ring.

The Past

  • February 2007
  • January 2007
  • December 2006
  • November 2006
  • October 2006
  • September 2006
  • June 2006
  • May 2006
  • April 2006
  • March 2006
  • February 2006
  • January 2006
  • December 2005

Tagboard