Wednesday, February 15, 2006

ok b4 i start, i juz wanna get dis out of the way...MY CLASS IS PLAYING BEYBLADES AGAIN!!!
ok. well done. alright. down 2 the charts. DRASTIC CHANGES ONCE AGAIN !!!

At no. 10 is a new one, good day by the click five... it's the first track on their album, and i must say, it's a gr8 choice 2 start wif. freakin awesome. it's one of those songs dat make u wanna play it. the groove is juz damn nice. i dunno y i used the word "groove". hmm... hope 2 see it on mtv though... i swear, the click five's on a roll... they're gonna be big. so long as blood, sex and booze duzzen't get into the picture (no pun intended)

no 9 is sleeping 2 dream, makin' it's way down rather fast... i tink maybe i dun like it as much cos i dun listen 2 it beri often... it's on my playlist, but i put it on shuffle, and fer some reason, i seldom get it... suay lah. wad can i say? but it's still a nice song. i reccommend u guys get it.

no. 8 is eminem's debut on my charts... WHEN I'M GONE!!! i'm not a beri bi fan of gangster rap... i usually prefer this particular sub-genre of rap, which duz not talk abt fuckin' ho's or bustin' caps. haha! but i guess the music video is also damn nice... i like the haylie dubbing thing... SO COOL! i guess it relli makes u tink abt how important family is and dat we shuld relli treasure it lah... so juz take a look around and tink abt how important ur family is 2 u...

no 7 is damn nice. it's a song dat can currently be heard if u happen 2 see the commercial fer this week's episode of csi:miami. it's called change your mind by sister hazel. no... it's not sung by nuns. it's cool in a sense dat it prompts u 2 make ur own choices. individuality is a very important virtue... so think abt ur choices, cos some can't be taken back... i tink dat ben and harry would noe all too well wad i'm talking abt after 2dae's events...

no 6 dis week is yellowcard's one year six months.(sound like a pregnancy duration ah?) i'm tinking of choosing dis song fer this year's ROD. it's relli inspirational abt pass relationships and "falling into memories of you" i dun tink i can fall into memories of her if none haf been cr8ed yet.. haiz... nvm, i shall not dwell on dat...

no. 5 is the first track by a female artist, or rather, female band on the list... JUMP BY THE FADERS!!! it's damn funny... at first ryte, i was watching channel 5, den got comericials, so i did some channel surfing. i got 2 nickelodean, den dey were playing the jump music video. i tot it was cool, so i watched on... den i turned 2 mtv, and may and choy were doing an interview wif the faders, so i watched. and after the interview, DEY PLAYED THE MUSIC VIDEO!!! so cool! they're kinda like blink 182, only more chio. haha! (and i tink the lead singer, molly is damn hot... dyed red hair is so awesome... but i guess toy is quite hot too, in the goth chick kinda way...)

4 is another yellowcard song... BACK HOME. off the last album dey had... i noe. beri "out" liao. i dun give a shit... i'm listening 2 it ryte now, in fact... it's damn nice, abt going out and den looking back on ur home town... it's damn funny. the lead singer, ryan, fer the sake of filling in all the syllabus, pronounces california as "ca-li-for-ni-aye". damn cool.

i swear, yellocard rawks. cos the no.3 song is lights and sounds... (moving a bit the slow, ah?) i'm tryng 2 play the fucking song... run until my fingers damn pain lah... shouldn't have peeled the damn thing... haiz... it's a fetish, i think... but i'm getting the hang of it lah... hopefully i can play it soon.

no.2 is our last no. 1, darius's colourblind. i dunno wad 2 say abt it, relli... i guess, it juz kept getting less and less appealing...

OIWU dis time around is miles apart by... YELLOWCARD!!! dey rawk ass, lah. miles apart is quite sentimental 2 me lah, i guess...

no1 dis week is a song often heard on the radio: WHO I AM HATES WHO I;VE BEEN BY RELIENT K!!! it's become harry's and my fav song... when one of us starts it, the other will sing it... we sang it all the way frm the club(where we went fer study grp) back 2 the bus stop. maybe we'll make a music video on it) haha. lyrics r below...

I watched the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the Pacific and
you might think I'm losing my mind,
but I will shy away from the specifics...

'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus]
Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
that it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

[Chorus]
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
to create so much pressure that I’ll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
sinking up to the beating of my heart,
and I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can’t let that happen again
‘cause then you’ll see my heart
in the saddest state it’s ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus x2]
[Chorus]

Who I am hates who I've been
and who I am won’t take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I’ve been
‘cause who I’ve been only ever made me...

So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I’m ready to try and never become that way again
‘cause who I am hates who I’ve been.
Who I am hates who I’ve been.

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde3:22 AM
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