Wednesday, March 29, 2006

ARGH! i lost my phone on the bus!!! noooooo!!!! i dun believe it... haiz... ok. i'm over it. anyway, kcvs was quite fun 2dae, although ms koh wasn't dere... but i guess dere was a sense of freedom dat came with her absence. oops... haha. wheelchair gang meetings r getting harder and harder 2 arrange... plus i got quite a lot of stuff 2 do... mon & tues got lit, wed got kcvs, thurs got rod training, fri got parades and skinz training, sat oso got skinz... haiz... so bz. anyway, i shall rant no more. this fri got a party at MOS, dunno if i can go ornot... but i'll juz let it pass if i can't. i try not 2 hold onto things fer too long... i suddenly feel like quoting lines frm star wars, but i'll spare u gys the agony. aiyah... damn confused now. doing almost nothign but studying. i haven;t played bfme2 in like, a week... but exams are juz over the horizon, so i'll have 2 mug it out. SIDEWALK OF PAIN!

learn to let go of that which you love, the shadow of greed, that is. greed is the path to the dark side...

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde5:56 AM
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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

hey, bros and sis-s(is that right?) 2dae was like, the most fun day, i took an oath of silence in the morning, 2 see how long i could shut up, and it was preety cool fer awhile, cos ben-ben and mao-mao were kinda shocked that i was silent, and ben was like "ok, either hansen has 1: lost his voice, 2: he's pissed off, 3: he's just dao-ing us" it was kinda cool dat i couldn't reply him. but i noticed that the class was damn silent when i'm quiet. i was doing fine up until after recess, cos during english, i sat next 2 ben(illegally), and we started having a conversation. but the poor guy can't lip read fer nuts, and my hp ran out of battery, so i couldn't type him a message, and i got so pissed off i started talking again. and all the curses started coming out... haha. but ben and ash dey all said it was hard 2 get used 2 me talking again after my half-day of silence.

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde2:04 AM
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Saturday, March 25, 2006

hey, ppl! changed mah blog skin fer 2 reasons. 1:i luv star wars. haha! 2:i wanna get the vibe of the current project. unfortunately, sadness may take me... all the actor's schedules r damn packed. kinda like a bag with a zipper that can;t close cos u got too much shit in it. so we may juz do our reenactment of anakin vs obi-wan. went 2 harry's hse fer a rehearsal, and i must say, he has a certain instinct about him. onli prob is dat he attacks too high. i might wanna do a massive battle scene sometime in june, so anyone hu's interested juz pm me at guywithballz@hotmail.com. k? k. good.

went fer an audition with y2y network yesterday. went dere frm 1100 to 1700. haiz... damn long. but nth compared 2 the y2y gang (heidi, junyan, shafiudin etc...) hu went much earlier and still stayed on some... power 2 u guys. but it was quite alienating cos almost everyone else hu went had a frend with them, whereas i was the onli guy frm vs hu went dere. so i guess u can say i was an "ambassador of the school" as mr maran so eloquently puts it. but i guess dat without any of my usual frends dere 2 talk 2, i went into my serious mode, where i stood dere and did almost nth. but i did manage 2 make some new frends(danny, joey, jerald, eric) which was cool. but training is on fri evenings and sat mornings, probably, which leaves less time fer play. but acting comes first, i guess. but y2y has loads of fun with each other, especially considering the party ging on next fri. hopefully at Ministry Of Sound (MOS). yay!!!

rejoice for those hu tranform into the Force. mourn them not, miss them not.

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde5:51 PM
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Monday, March 20, 2006

hey dudes and dudettes! a few things 2 update abt. took the sec2s 2 road safety park fer road marshalling on sat. haiz... disappointing. aside frm their attendance, which was less than HALF, the one thing dat pissed me off, was the fact dat they were damn immature. after seeing an it club guy driving past them in a go-kart, all of them rushed 2 the karts and started riding. but some managed 2 stop themselves, until 7 were left. sad 2 say, i had 2 scold dem. much 2 my disappointment. i guess the r still sec 1s inside bah. but it was damn fun. mr khoo and myself sat in front of the snack shack eating burger king and listening 2 mp3. damn fun sia. haha. coolness.

but at least, going 2 the club dat night, i met a dude called kenneth 2 play snooker with. finally! a worthy opponent! he's a little quiet though... although he duz curse damn loud. haha.

i got my new specs 2dae. transit specs. actually, i wanted 2 get contacts. but den i started thinking abt wad would happen if i was allergic 2 a certain type of contact lens. as a frend of mine apparently has. to black contacts. hmm... ;) but 2 tell the truth, transit specs r much more comfortable as compared 2 contacts. and dey look better on me. =D it's cool, cos glare is no longer a prob! yay! i found out dat yan jie is also a hardcore star wars fan. and we spent like the whole lit lesson discussing empire at war. it's cool 2 find someone hu shares my passion. haha! anyway, i gtg. but b4 i go, i have 2 state dat we hokkiens have a saying. when the balls are rolling in the wrong direction, go home and have a coke and a amile and shut the fuck up. haha! peace out!

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde4:39 AM
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Saturday, March 11, 2006

HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI!!! I'M BACK FRM CAMP!!!!! 4 days of fun under the sun, eh? haha. but i'm seriously damn sunburnt now... and the skin color contrast is relli damn big... anyway, got some ppl asking fer my top 10 liao, so, i shall oblige. =D
ok, u guys r gonna be damn pissed if u like stagnant charts... here we go...

no 10. on the list is being am... relient k's who i am hates who i've been. i think i've been singing dis song throughout the camp over and over again until sian diao liaoz... but it's still quite nice lah. i love the music video. it's damn cool. those of u hu saw it should agree wif me bah...

no 9 is quite a new one by natalie and justin roman:where are you. i was listening to it on harry's mp3 on the bus back 2 sg dis afternoon, and i was damn freaking shocked 2 find out dat ash was trying 2 sing the female part of the song... he seemed like damn disappointed dat he couldn't get it correct lah... it's damn funny. i wasstaring at him wif my mouth wide-fucking-open. nvm... MOVING ON!

no 8 dis week is a jason mraz song (not unexpected) geek in the pink. i actually had dis song fer a damn long time in my neeon, but nvr relli heard it at all. until one fine day, i heard it on the radio, and i was like "cool! I have dis song!" now i'm like damn addicted 2 it lah! but my version of it has a relli weird intro with some african-american dude... cool huh?

no 7 is a brand new song dis week, i'm saying dis cos i saw it on mtv brand new =P it's lee ryan's turn your car around. in case u guys didn't noe, lee ryan was part of the boy band "blue". yea. but now, most of 'em haf gone solo, and lee has kinda been promoted frm being a background singer hu holds notes fer damn long, 2 someone hu actually sings words. i guess it's better lah. singing solo is the true method of determining ur vocal capability (wah... damn cheem)...

no 6 is also frm an ex-member of blue, he's black, he's simon webbe, with lay your hands. i personally tink dat the title is obscene, but, hu cares, ryte? it kinda like soulful voices, fer some reason. like i said, solo is best...

no 5 is another ex-blue member, anthony costa with do u ever think of me. i guess his voice i a little bland... i mean, not that it's not good, bu it lacks the power and impact found in maybe, say, kelly clarkson, or the soulful voice of simon webbe... but i guess i mainly like the song cos of the lyrics. the song is well written, i muz admit.

no 4 is ne-yo's so sick. fer those hu dunno, ne-yo has written songs fer artists like mario, let me love u was written by him.... and most of 'em r abt relationships and real-life experiences. so prolly ppl can relate 2 dat lah. and so sick, as i heard him explain on trl, was abt the first girl he ever loved, and he relli screwed dat relationship up damn badly and he wrote the song as a form of closure. relli touching... yea.

no 3 is eddie's song by son of dork. i guess when u look deep into dis song, it's abt parent-child relationships. it's hard 2 detect, but the breakdown relli explains it. i shall elaborate no more.

no 2 would be bob sinclair's love generation. it's relli damn funny, cos ash andi r like damn crazy abt the song... everytime we hear dat song, we'll start whistling the trademark rhythm of it. it's damn funny... and he'll make his constipated face. relli cracks me up...

no 1 dis week is jack johnson's upside-down. it's relli abt not caring wad other ppl think, and more on focusing on ur own opinions and making things how u wannem 2 be. it's relli emphatic on individualism. and i think dat's relli important, 2 be ur own person, and not follow the herding instinct. so here's the lyrics:
Who's to say
What's impossible
Well they forgot
This world keeps spinning
And with each new day
I can feel a change in everything
And as the surface breaks reflections fade
But in some ways they remain the same
And as my mind begins to spread its wings
There's no stopping curiosity

I want to turn the whole thing upside down
I'll find the things they say just can't be found
I'll share this love I find with everyone
We'll sing and dance to Mother Nature's songs
I don't want this feeling to go away

Who's to say
I can't do everything
Well I can try
And as I roll along I begin to find
Things aren't always just what they seem

I want to turn the whole thing upside down
I'll find the things they say just can't be found
I'll share this love I find with everyone
We'll sing and dance to Mother Nature's songs
This world keeps spinning and there's no time to waste
Well it all keeps spinning spinning round and round and

Upside down
Who's to say what's impossible and can't be found
I don't want this feeling to go away

Please don't go away
Please don't go away
Please don't go away
Is this how it's supposed to be
Is this how it's supposed to be


btw, OIWU this week is teddy grieger for you i will. it's a song abt admitting his feelings 2 a girl he likes. and mustering up his confidence 2 do it. i tried it more often than not... didn;t exactly work out. haha. nvr mind. i shall try. =D until next time. cya, dudes and dudettes!

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde7:26 AM
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