Saturday, April 29, 2006
me.
yo. i've decided dat since harry has alr exposed it 2 calvin tan and most of the sec2s, i might aswell put it up here. KGC productions is currently working on an anakin vs. obi-wan remake, utilising the blue-screen room of our school which lies on the 6th florr of the art block. choreography is alr underway, and we are currently asking around for a hair and make-up team. hence, anyone hu has relatively decent experience in these areas plz give me a heads-up yea? we are also looking for anyone able to replicate the mustafar arena in 3d bcos we dun wanna use the ones frm the film for fear of being sued of our asses. :) as usual, gimme a heads-up on the tagboard, k? yea.
haiz... wad can i say? exams are a week away, and we're still training fer anakin vs obi-wan. i'm still looking fer someone 2 play padme. i've been trying 2 get into character and 2 force myself 2 cry. it hasn't exactly been difficult considering all dat has been happening the past few weeks. she has decided not 2 talk to me at all for some reason which i am currently oblivious to. seriously. it's not dat hard 2 imagine. i'm getting worried dat if i get too much into character, i'll actually end up killing him. thus, i have upgraded the training (read:bamboo) sticks 2 have impact resistance (read: masking tape) they are now softer, stronger, and heavier.
i'm starting 2 feel dat nth i do is ever ryte. hence, i gotta rely on dramatising everything 2 boost my self-esteem in this time of desperation. everything is hanging on at it's peak of depression. i need closure 2 so many things.
i so totally made a fucking fool of myself at nicole's birthday lunch ytd. believe me, i was eating cake through a straw. it actually works thoguh, juz dat by the time i finish, the whole cake would have generated mould with it's own society.
i think i'm causing some of my frends 2 worry about my sanity ryte now. i juz went suddenly silent on harry ytd. i guess it's cos something reminded me of her and i got so damn pissed and confused dat i stopped talking entirely. i juz took up a training saber, turned my mp3 to star wars songs and started moving. it was weird, letting the music guide my hand.
i injured myself countless times as i found out later dat night, but i guess adrenaline caused me 2 negate the pain. i found myself wondering how i got so many injuries on my arms, my forehead, my hands. it's damn stressful ryte now lah. i'm hoping i'll be able 2 get my force fx saber soon. although i have like, $277 dollars more to save.
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np is becoming more and more of a chore to me. to have to go fer parades where noone bothers 2 say a fuckign thing 2 me is juz downright gay. fer fuck's sake. it was onli 50 push-ups. i alr admitted i was wrong. yea. it was my fault. i kept them back. i neglected the bags. it was all my fault. i wish i was back in p6 where it was the peak of my life. everything was ryte. i finally knew what it was like to be perfect. but i took advantage of that time. i became arrogant. uptight. i came 2 vs, decided 2 humble myself, found out everyone here was pretty much as much of an asshole. ironic, isn't it?
i now pray not onli fer my frends and fer my exams. but also for her forgiveness or at least 2 tell me wth i did wrong. i hate being told i'm wrong and not knowing y. yet, for some reason, i hate myself fer not knowing. i gotta go punch something now. peace out.
i am who i am. not who you make me out to be.
i rub my eyes
most of the day.
i don't know y.
i don't want to.
then maybe i do.
painful as it would be.
ignorance is not bliss.
she hates me now.
refusing to say a word.
cutting connections.
i don't know y.
i don't want to.
i suspect i know.
rude as it would be to assume,
i hate him.
i didn't lie,
i didn't cheat.
i'm not a bad person.
simply, different.
i don't know y.
i don't want to.
i am who i am.
not who u make me out to be.
accept me fer who or what.
please.
haiz... wad can i say? exams are a week away, and we're still training fer anakin vs obi-wan. i'm still looking fer someone 2 play padme. i've been trying 2 get into character and 2 force myself 2 cry. it hasn't exactly been difficult considering all dat has been happening the past few weeks. she has decided not 2 talk to me at all for some reason which i am currently oblivious to. seriously. it's not dat hard 2 imagine. i'm getting worried dat if i get too much into character, i'll actually end up killing him. thus, i have upgraded the training (read:bamboo) sticks 2 have impact resistance (read: masking tape) they are now softer, stronger, and heavier.
i'm starting 2 feel dat nth i do is ever ryte. hence, i gotta rely on dramatising everything 2 boost my self-esteem in this time of desperation. everything is hanging on at it's peak of depression. i need closure 2 so many things.
i so totally made a fucking fool of myself at nicole's birthday lunch ytd. believe me, i was eating cake through a straw. it actually works thoguh, juz dat by the time i finish, the whole cake would have generated mould with it's own society.
i think i'm causing some of my frends 2 worry about my sanity ryte now. i juz went suddenly silent on harry ytd. i guess it's cos something reminded me of her and i got so damn pissed and confused dat i stopped talking entirely. i juz took up a training saber, turned my mp3 to star wars songs and started moving. it was weird, letting the music guide my hand.
i injured myself countless times as i found out later dat night, but i guess adrenaline caused me 2 negate the pain. i found myself wondering how i got so many injuries on my arms, my forehead, my hands. it's damn stressful ryte now lah. i'm hoping i'll be able 2 get my force fx saber soon. although i have like, $277 dollars more to save.
http://img86.imageshack.us/my.php?image=imageload7fm.jpg
np is becoming more and more of a chore to me. to have to go fer parades where noone bothers 2 say a fuckign thing 2 me is juz downright gay. fer fuck's sake. it was onli 50 push-ups. i alr admitted i was wrong. yea. it was my fault. i kept them back. i neglected the bags. it was all my fault. i wish i was back in p6 where it was the peak of my life. everything was ryte. i finally knew what it was like to be perfect. but i took advantage of that time. i became arrogant. uptight. i came 2 vs, decided 2 humble myself, found out everyone here was pretty much as much of an asshole. ironic, isn't it?
i now pray not onli fer my frends and fer my exams. but also for her forgiveness or at least 2 tell me wth i did wrong. i hate being told i'm wrong and not knowing y. yet, for some reason, i hate myself fer not knowing. i gotta go punch something now. peace out.
i am who i am. not who you make me out to be.
i rub my eyes
most of the day.
i don't know y.
i don't want to.
then maybe i do.
painful as it would be.
ignorance is not bliss.
she hates me now.
refusing to say a word.
cutting connections.
i don't know y.
i don't want to.
i suspect i know.
rude as it would be to assume,
i hate him.
i didn't lie,
i didn't cheat.
i'm not a bad person.
simply, different.
i don't know y.
i don't want to.
i am who i am.
not who u make me out to be.
accept me fer who or what.
please.
the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde9:38 PM
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Thursday, April 20, 2006
SPA not at all relaxing...
wah kao! 2dae SPA damn cock-up sia. we had 2 do some test fer ions in a sample (of) p. anyway, it was nth like the mock test we had last week lah! in terms of atmosphere and stuff. haiz... first mistake: i fergot 2 raise my hand b4 filtering my solution thingy! shit! mr wong came over 2 look at my table, and ask me if i filtered. i said yes. he asked me y i nvr raised my hand. and i was like: oh shit... i think he could like see the words on my face... haiz... argh!second mistake. i didn't put my filter paper in the damn funnel correctly lah! i ended up having the residue falling into my filtrate. damn. i ended up getting a completely different result than everyone else. fuck. i'm so damn pissed. someone shoot me.
mother tongue was damn fun ah! we were given this vocab handout which translated the eng word 2 chinese. and den we were asked 2 write a compo. as per normal, i didn;t give a shit. so i took the vocab list, and read out the words by binding them into a nonsensical passage. it was stupid lah! i kept doing the same thing over and over again back and forth. freking nonsense, noe...den anuar didn't come for geog, so we had 2 free periods. which we spent playfighting and using the empty water duct at the back of the class 2 making punching sounds! haha. den ash and i went 2 tampinies challenger 2 play DOA after physics remedial. as usual, i got owned. i can't use hayabusa for nuts. but apparently, i kept doing some move dat ash didn;t noe, and he kept asking how i did dat. i was like "do what?" but den dere was dis relli obnoxious p4 kid hu tot his DOA and ninja gaiden skills were damn good. ryte... i juz asked him 2 go suck a dick. haha. i noe. i'm evil. but at least i got 2 see the graphical magnificence of the xbox 360. as a treat, he's the ending videos of the best(lookin) female characters in the game. heehee.
and maybe juz for kicks, here's hayabusa's ending.
mother tongue was damn fun ah! we were given this vocab handout which translated the eng word 2 chinese. and den we were asked 2 write a compo. as per normal, i didn;t give a shit. so i took the vocab list, and read out the words by binding them into a nonsensical passage. it was stupid lah! i kept doing the same thing over and over again back and forth. freking nonsense, noe...den anuar didn't come for geog, so we had 2 free periods. which we spent playfighting and using the empty water duct at the back of the class 2 making punching sounds! haha. den ash and i went 2 tampinies challenger 2 play DOA after physics remedial. as usual, i got owned. i can't use hayabusa for nuts. but apparently, i kept doing some move dat ash didn;t noe, and he kept asking how i did dat. i was like "do what?" but den dere was dis relli obnoxious p4 kid hu tot his DOA and ninja gaiden skills were damn good. ryte... i juz asked him 2 go suck a dick. haha. i noe. i'm evil. but at least i got 2 see the graphical magnificence of the xbox 360. as a treat, he's the ending videos of the best(lookin) female characters in the game. heehee.
and maybe juz for kicks, here's hayabusa's ending.
the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde4:33 AM
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Wednesday, April 12, 2006
ok. this is just freaking funny.
the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde6:41 AM
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Top 10
woohoo! the top ten! do i hear cheering? oh. wait. no. it's just the cat downtairs being raped by a rapid crow... anyway, back by popular (serene) demand, my top ten list of songs u should probably like too, or else i'll nuke ur home with my oily hair and dozens of fermented raisins.
no. 10 is a song recommended 2 me by jont, iris by googoodolls. i nvr relli listened 2 googoodolls much cos i tot that their band name sounded ghey... haha. i noe, i'm shallow... but i dun relli care. however, most of the songs dat jont recommended 2 me were nice, so i decided i'd give it a listen, and sure as hell it was. i guess it relli touches me deep down *don't think dat way* in a sense that it 's about wanting to be loved by that special someone, and having noone understand how u feel... i guess i can relate. haha.
no. 9 is drive by incubus. i've never listend much 2 incubus either, except on the halo 2 soundtrack, and at that point i kinda tot dey were an instrumental group. but, as i mentioned earlier, most of the songs jont reccommended were nice, so i also liked this fer the same reason. however, theme-wise, drive is very much about self-reliance and independence. it's a relli gr8 song 2 listen to when driving. u noe, the freedom of the open road and all that crap... yeah. yeah! let's meet all upcoming challenges with our noses in the air, our jaws locked and firm, and our balls clenched. ok...weird. ignore the last one unless applicable.
no. 8 is meant to live by switchfoot. i always liked switchfoot, but never relli been a fan of them. it juz started with stars, and den subsequent songs. it's become a very important part of me that a song must have meaningful lyrics. i think one of the main reasons y switchfoot has such gr8 lyrics may have something to do with them being a christian band. not meaning anything good or bad, but it juz means that they have a lot to be thankful for, and that many of their songs have a very spiritual feeling to them. yeah.
no. 7 is more than useless by relient k. it's very close to my heart cos i'm kinda in the same situation. my grades aren;t exactly top-notch, and i hate being put down by my mom...but i still try my best in all i do, and if i cock-up, den maybe i;m juz suay lah. haiz... but sometims i relli feel damn useless. but den i always manage to do something to make myself feel better.haha. juz glad dat my frends and brudders r there fer me...
no. 6 is i am by killing heidi. strangely enuff, it was heidi hu recommended me this song.haha. it's a lot of repetition, so i dun relli have much to say abt the effect this song has on me. but it's got a very angry feel to it. it's a gr8 song fer venting frustration, especially effective after hearing a song like more than useless.
no.5 is over my head by the fray. one of the few songs which i actually catch the title of.haha. but it's relli much about wanting 2 let go of a crush, but not being able to at the same time. it's kinda like those times when u see something so disgusting, u gotta look at it again. ok, bad example. but u get the picture. i guess it happens 2 me a lot. i juz got off a crush onli 2 encounter another one. i'm trying 2 let go, but it juz duzzen;t work. i start 2 feel lost and empty. it seems like i have to love someone. maybe i'm not dat bad a person? hmm... i think ppl juz dunno how loving i can relli be... it's relli very misunderstood. (:
no.4 now, is that's how love should be by tyler hilton (no relation to paris). but i dun relli feel attracted 2 the lyrics of this song, it's more like the way it's sang. it's got a relli nice john-mayer-ish feel to it. their voice are rather similar. haha. but it's to me, very much about give a chance to let someone love you. it's rather touching. much like mario's let me love you.
no3. is cannonball by damien rice. ben-ben recommended me this song. almost the whole wheelchair gang noes this song. it's relli quite nice. i luv the chorus and the way the words contrast each other. to me, it;s much about the aftermath of a breakup and the things he missed out on and how much he still longs to do. it's actually very poetic. i'm going all literatur-ish now.. haha.
no.2 is love and memories by O.A.R. i heard this one on msn radio. it's not very appealing at first, but then it kind agrows on ya. it feel like those kinda situations where both parties like each other, but it goes unsaid and unoticed. i can';t relli interpret the song, so it's a rough guess. haha. but that kind of love is the most painful lah. i mean, it's so near, yet so far. haiz... i noticed dat most of the songs i juz mentioned are about crshes. does this say sometihng about me?
the no1 song this week is one sang by american idol contestant bucky last week, during country week. best i ever had by vertical horizon. it's a very consoling song. to me at least. but it's got a very lovesick feel to it. but it's nice in dat sense. it;s relli about how much we find we love something onli after we've lost it. my ex-es are not extremely numerous, but i still feel some kind of remembrance when i hear this song. (:
maybe people will get to noe me better through the musi i listen to... (:
no. 10 is a song recommended 2 me by jont, iris by googoodolls. i nvr relli listened 2 googoodolls much cos i tot that their band name sounded ghey... haha. i noe, i'm shallow... but i dun relli care. however, most of the songs dat jont recommended 2 me were nice, so i decided i'd give it a listen, and sure as hell it was. i guess it relli touches me deep down *don't think dat way* in a sense that it 's about wanting to be loved by that special someone, and having noone understand how u feel... i guess i can relate. haha.
no. 9 is drive by incubus. i've never listend much 2 incubus either, except on the halo 2 soundtrack, and at that point i kinda tot dey were an instrumental group. but, as i mentioned earlier, most of the songs jont reccommended were nice, so i also liked this fer the same reason. however, theme-wise, drive is very much about self-reliance and independence. it's a relli gr8 song 2 listen to when driving. u noe, the freedom of the open road and all that crap... yeah. yeah! let's meet all upcoming challenges with our noses in the air, our jaws locked and firm, and our balls clenched. ok...weird. ignore the last one unless applicable.
no. 8 is meant to live by switchfoot. i always liked switchfoot, but never relli been a fan of them. it juz started with stars, and den subsequent songs. it's become a very important part of me that a song must have meaningful lyrics. i think one of the main reasons y switchfoot has such gr8 lyrics may have something to do with them being a christian band. not meaning anything good or bad, but it juz means that they have a lot to be thankful for, and that many of their songs have a very spiritual feeling to them. yeah.
no. 7 is more than useless by relient k. it's very close to my heart cos i'm kinda in the same situation. my grades aren;t exactly top-notch, and i hate being put down by my mom...but i still try my best in all i do, and if i cock-up, den maybe i;m juz suay lah. haiz... but sometims i relli feel damn useless. but den i always manage to do something to make myself feel better.haha. juz glad dat my frends and brudders r there fer me...
no. 6 is i am by killing heidi. strangely enuff, it was heidi hu recommended me this song.haha. it's a lot of repetition, so i dun relli have much to say abt the effect this song has on me. but it's got a very angry feel to it. it's a gr8 song fer venting frustration, especially effective after hearing a song like more than useless.
no.5 is over my head by the fray. one of the few songs which i actually catch the title of.haha. but it's relli much about wanting 2 let go of a crush, but not being able to at the same time. it's kinda like those times when u see something so disgusting, u gotta look at it again. ok, bad example. but u get the picture. i guess it happens 2 me a lot. i juz got off a crush onli 2 encounter another one. i'm trying 2 let go, but it juz duzzen;t work. i start 2 feel lost and empty. it seems like i have to love someone. maybe i'm not dat bad a person? hmm... i think ppl juz dunno how loving i can relli be... it's relli very misunderstood. (:
no.4 now, is that's how love should be by tyler hilton (no relation to paris). but i dun relli feel attracted 2 the lyrics of this song, it's more like the way it's sang. it's got a relli nice john-mayer-ish feel to it. their voice are rather similar. haha. but it's to me, very much about give a chance to let someone love you. it's rather touching. much like mario's let me love you.
no3. is cannonball by damien rice. ben-ben recommended me this song. almost the whole wheelchair gang noes this song. it's relli quite nice. i luv the chorus and the way the words contrast each other. to me, it;s much about the aftermath of a breakup and the things he missed out on and how much he still longs to do. it's actually very poetic. i'm going all literatur-ish now.. haha.
no.2 is love and memories by O.A.R. i heard this one on msn radio. it's not very appealing at first, but then it kind agrows on ya. it feel like those kinda situations where both parties like each other, but it goes unsaid and unoticed. i can';t relli interpret the song, so it's a rough guess. haha. but that kind of love is the most painful lah. i mean, it's so near, yet so far. haiz... i noticed dat most of the songs i juz mentioned are about crshes. does this say sometihng about me?
the no1 song this week is one sang by american idol contestant bucky last week, during country week. best i ever had by vertical horizon. it's a very consoling song. to me at least. but it's got a very lovesick feel to it. but it's nice in dat sense. it;s relli about how much we find we love something onli after we've lost it. my ex-es are not extremely numerous, but i still feel some kind of remembrance when i hear this song. (:
maybe people will get to noe me better through the musi i listen to... (:
the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde5:34 AM
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umm... UH-GAH-LAH!
yo! i noe... i haven;t been updating... i'm a naughty boy...heehee... ok. anyway, i'm kinda pissed ryte now, cos the sec1 ROD performance is relli freaking stupid and incomplete. i dun even noe if we're gonna have it ready by ROD. i'm a little worried, cos if dey cock-up, it's gonna be partially my fault... haiz. HOW?!?!?!?!?
exams r pressing closer and closer... i'm damn nervous abt my sciences. i dunno anythink!!! ARGH! i need help! or at least a cookie 2 make me feel better... i'm not sure if any of the wheelchair gang wants 2 study together. hopefully we dun all fail. haha. touch wood. touch wood. ow! a splinter!
KC-VS play has just been christened "printed dreams, paper castles". i'm proud to say the printed part was made up by me! haha. the rest was a group effort. YEA! but the date draws ever closer, and i think i'm too damn stiff... adeeb has succeeded in making his character a complete asshole, mostly thanks to my professional help. i've finally gotten rid of the commercial-like voice when talking about the ambitions thanks 2 mr meyer. i think sicheng's character is relli damn drama. and the way he duz it is juz top-notch. he's so drama! which is a good thing. but ben is still a little unimpactful. must be partly due to his passive nature. hmm... sophie seems to be very squeaky. it's angelic enuff for her character, but may cause some technical problems with the mikes. haha. okok. the rest are quite alright lah. daryl looks damn cute when she says "one mark only" to me. it's damn funny. i can't help smiling, so i kinda have 2 make it seem like an arrogant smirk. but it seems dat we'll have 2 perform it at least 3 more times, in vs and kc, as well as the arts house, previously the parliament house. yay! public recognition! haha.
I ARE PANT!
exams r pressing closer and closer... i'm damn nervous abt my sciences. i dunno anythink!!! ARGH! i need help! or at least a cookie 2 make me feel better... i'm not sure if any of the wheelchair gang wants 2 study together. hopefully we dun all fail. haha. touch wood. touch wood. ow! a splinter!
KC-VS play has just been christened "printed dreams, paper castles". i'm proud to say the printed part was made up by me! haha. the rest was a group effort. YEA! but the date draws ever closer, and i think i'm too damn stiff... adeeb has succeeded in making his character a complete asshole, mostly thanks to my professional help. i've finally gotten rid of the commercial-like voice when talking about the ambitions thanks 2 mr meyer. i think sicheng's character is relli damn drama. and the way he duz it is juz top-notch. he's so drama! which is a good thing. but ben is still a little unimpactful. must be partly due to his passive nature. hmm... sophie seems to be very squeaky. it's angelic enuff for her character, but may cause some technical problems with the mikes. haha. okok. the rest are quite alright lah. daryl looks damn cute when she says "one mark only" to me. it's damn funny. i can't help smiling, so i kinda have 2 make it seem like an arrogant smirk. but it seems dat we'll have 2 perform it at least 3 more times, in vs and kc, as well as the arts house, previously the parliament house. yay! public recognition! haha.
I ARE PANT!
the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde5:20 AM
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Wednesday, April 05, 2006
hey dudes unt dudettes of the world! er pei has juz informed us this morning dat zixi is now officially a world-famous moron of gigantic proportion both in terms of retardedness and juz plain stupidity. if u find him funny, i hope u think he is stupidly so. if u think he's juz plain fucking retarded, put a tag on my blog 2 show ur sympathy dat i have 2 spend every single day with him diagonally behind me. believe me, if our positions were switched, i would too. and if u dun, well, u're juz weird, man...
as u can see, idiocy courtesy of vs aep and youtube. plz dun think all vs guys r like dat. most of us are half-decent. haha. jkjk.
as u can see, idiocy courtesy of vs aep and youtube. plz dun think all vs guys r like dat. most of us are half-decent. haha. jkjk.
the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde4:52 AM
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Saturday, April 01, 2006
hey ppl! guess wad? i went 2 club momo on fri!!! yay!!! it kinda started with invitation frm both heidi and jerrold. and dey said bring frends, so i got harry and ash! ben wasn in sch on the day of the invitation, so he didn't get 2 go.. (omg! i'm so mean...) but the thing was, it clashed with our sports day, so i kinda told heidi day we'd be dere at like, 7 :( but guess wad? it started pouring at vj! den we got permission 2 leave earlier! woohoo! but ended up, my hair was wet, my shirt was wet, and my pants were soaked. luckily i brought spare clothes. cool huh? haha.
but i was kinda in a bad mood fer a while after dat though... dunno y. hmm... anyway, we took a cab dere, courtesy of mao-mao, hu foot the $12 fare. it was damn lame lah. all of us in the taxi talking abt ugahlas and chingxoais. (pronounced jin-*click*-ai) and we kept irritating the uncle with the oooooooooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh-chard road. it's damn stupid lah. and freaking childish. (pronounced young at heart) when we did get 2 momo, the first thing i noticed was a blinding flash frm some dude with a poloroid. haiz. suay lah.
anyway, the first person we managed 2 talk 2 was heidi, which i didn't relli mind, even though the very first thing she said 2 me was "what are you wearing?!" but i was ok with it lah. after all, she had a much stronger reaction 2 ash and harry. apparently, ash was wearing a polo tee or sumthng which didn;t sit well with her, but it was nth compared 2 harry's bb shirt. i swear. the dude is a freak. i can understand dat he luvs bb a lot, but honestly, hu wears a cca t-shirt 2 a nightclub?! but i nvr said anythng lah, i think heidi was bad enuff...haha. she was so mean. *hmph* but we stoned dere fer a while, drinking and chatting among ourselves. lameness. but i kinda drifted away when joey arrived. dunno y though. a lot of dat night was inexplicable. we kinda got some food frm the bufft and sat down 2 eat. joey, the lucky SOB won a $20 gift voucher on the first draw. vakao! den when he came back with his prize, heidi was whining abt going shopping with the vouchers... haiz... how, young at heart. haha.
after a few performances with the dancers and stuff, the party relli started. i was kinda reluctant 2 dance at first, so i kinda stood in the back while beyonce's check on it was playing. it juz wasn;t mah song... haha. den shake ya tailfeather came on. now, dat was cool! i luv dat freakin' song! ash and i were shouting the "ooooohs" damn loud lah! and everyone was doing it. soo cool! den i started warming up 2 the dance floor. of course dat was after heidi grabbed me by the wrist and pulled me into the crowd, after which i exited and pulled ash and harry in by their collars. haha. but better and better songs started coming in, most of which i sang, 2 the extent dat jerelynn wanted me 2 get a mic frm the dj and sing any song dat came on. haha. but i too shy lah. (i can hear ur eyes rolling. yes you!) den harry joined us at so sick, the oone song which he actually joined me in singing. so at least he not such a bad bro. heehee.
the worst thing, was when jamilia's superstar came on, and dey started getting ppl 2 go on stage and sing fer prizes. i see no point in contesting if everyone's gnna get the same prize. haha. but fer some reason, i was pulled on stage, eric too, he went b4 me, and i was like damn scared, do i ran 2 the last spot. haha. i dunno the damn song! i only heard it twice in my life! crap. fuck. CRAPFUCK! but at least i got the $20 taka voucher. which was cool. and suddenly, remembering heidi's reaction 2 joey getting the same prize, i started thinking how she would feel if both guys sitting on either side of her got prizes, and she didnt, so out of the kindness of my heart, i gave her the vouchers. see, i not so bad one leh... haha. jkjk. but it felt gd 2 make someone happy lah. the rest of the night was mostly a lot of dancing and drinking, as well as ogling at the, interesting toilet cubicle art. haha! wish i played pool though... but hu cares? at least i enjoyed myself a gr8 deal. and dat's wad matters most.haha.
The boy you trained - gone, he is; consumed by Darth Vader.
but i was kinda in a bad mood fer a while after dat though... dunno y. hmm... anyway, we took a cab dere, courtesy of mao-mao, hu foot the $12 fare. it was damn lame lah. all of us in the taxi talking abt ugahlas and chingxoais. (pronounced jin-*click*-ai) and we kept irritating the uncle with the oooooooooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh-chard road. it's damn stupid lah. and freaking childish. (pronounced young at heart) when we did get 2 momo, the first thing i noticed was a blinding flash frm some dude with a poloroid. haiz. suay lah.
anyway, the first person we managed 2 talk 2 was heidi, which i didn't relli mind, even though the very first thing she said 2 me was "what are you wearing?!" but i was ok with it lah. after all, she had a much stronger reaction 2 ash and harry. apparently, ash was wearing a polo tee or sumthng which didn;t sit well with her, but it was nth compared 2 harry's bb shirt. i swear. the dude is a freak. i can understand dat he luvs bb a lot, but honestly, hu wears a cca t-shirt 2 a nightclub?! but i nvr said anythng lah, i think heidi was bad enuff...haha. she was so mean. *hmph* but we stoned dere fer a while, drinking and chatting among ourselves. lameness. but i kinda drifted away when joey arrived. dunno y though. a lot of dat night was inexplicable. we kinda got some food frm the bufft and sat down 2 eat. joey, the lucky SOB won a $20 gift voucher on the first draw. vakao! den when he came back with his prize, heidi was whining abt going shopping with the vouchers... haiz... how, young at heart. haha.
after a few performances with the dancers and stuff, the party relli started. i was kinda reluctant 2 dance at first, so i kinda stood in the back while beyonce's check on it was playing. it juz wasn;t mah song... haha. den shake ya tailfeather came on. now, dat was cool! i luv dat freakin' song! ash and i were shouting the "ooooohs" damn loud lah! and everyone was doing it. soo cool! den i started warming up 2 the dance floor. of course dat was after heidi grabbed me by the wrist and pulled me into the crowd, after which i exited and pulled ash and harry in by their collars. haha. but better and better songs started coming in, most of which i sang, 2 the extent dat jerelynn wanted me 2 get a mic frm the dj and sing any song dat came on. haha. but i too shy lah. (i can hear ur eyes rolling. yes you!) den harry joined us at so sick, the oone song which he actually joined me in singing. so at least he not such a bad bro. heehee.
the worst thing, was when jamilia's superstar came on, and dey started getting ppl 2 go on stage and sing fer prizes. i see no point in contesting if everyone's gnna get the same prize. haha. but fer some reason, i was pulled on stage, eric too, he went b4 me, and i was like damn scared, do i ran 2 the last spot. haha. i dunno the damn song! i only heard it twice in my life! crap. fuck. CRAPFUCK! but at least i got the $20 taka voucher. which was cool. and suddenly, remembering heidi's reaction 2 joey getting the same prize, i started thinking how she would feel if both guys sitting on either side of her got prizes, and she didnt, so out of the kindness of my heart, i gave her the vouchers. see, i not so bad one leh... haha. jkjk. but it felt gd 2 make someone happy lah. the rest of the night was mostly a lot of dancing and drinking, as well as ogling at the, interesting toilet cubicle art. haha! wish i played pool though... but hu cares? at least i enjoyed myself a gr8 deal. and dat's wad matters most.haha.
The boy you trained - gone, he is; consumed by Darth Vader.
the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde3:48 AM
0 but WHY am I here?
0 but WHY am I here?