Monday, May 29, 2006

more surveys...

coped frm linus's blog. yes, i stole. so what?haha.

1. Are you currently mad at someone?
-Not relli... i'm kinda in the middle.

2. Which of your friends has the worst temper?
-i dun make frends wif ppl hu have bad tempers.

3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?
-oh yes. a table.

4. Does your face turn red when you'reangry?
- i tend not 2 look at myself when i'm angry, cos then i get relli relli scared. haha.

5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell and scream?
-stare angrily and punch a wall or sumthing.

ORANGE: MISC

1. Has anyone ever thrown you a supriseparty?
- nope.

2. Are you easily excited?
-not relli. depends on what i eat. but i'm a generally calm person.

3. What event is coming up that you'remost excited about?
-umm... the release of halo 3 next year?

4. Which of your friends is most excitable?
-Harry? i dunno...

5. If you won a million dollars whatwould be your first thought?
- lightsabers...

6. If you could have anything right now, what would it be?
- refer to above...

YELLOW: ?Personal? Questions

1. Name
-hansen a.k.a guy.

2. Do you like your name?
-it's alright... makes an impression...

3. Whats your main goal in life?
- become a dj, go on to acting, and ultimately, directing.

4. Do you want to have children?
- hell yeah. i find the process rather enjoyable. there's nth better than looking after ur pregnant wife. what?

5. How do you want to die?
-valiantly. in battle. with a ceremony and st...

GREEN: Opinions

1. Sex before marriage?
-and a few olives, y not?

2. Gay Marriage?
-no probs.

3. Lowering the drinking age?
-dun relli matter 2 me... i drink wine, not beer.

4. Abortion?
-dude, that's wrong.

5. Recycling?
- of course!!!

BLUE: dreams

1. What was your latest dream?
- on the mrt train, found an ipod. touched it, and it became a nightmare frm then onwards...

2. Which of your friends do you dream about the most?
-no such distinction. i care fer everyone the same...

3. Have any of your (sleeping) dreamscome true?
- on a daily basis. but mostly juz short flashes of things to come...

4. Do you usually remember yourdreams?
-not exactly.

5. What was the weirdest dream you'veever had?
-i could bend my back 180 degrees. the world looks relli different frm that angle....

How old do you wish you were?
-21

Where were you when 9/11 happened?
- Home.

What would you do when vending machines stealyour money?
- say wtf? den say, ah fine. screw it. bitch.

Do you consider yourself kind?
-not exactly, cheerful, yes. kind, always to friends in need.

If you would get a tattoo, what part of yourbody would you get it on?
-either arm.

If you could be fluent in any other language,what would it be?
-no preference...

Do you know your neighbors?
-nope

What do you consider a vacation?
-choreographing a fight scene in a major action movie. or sitting behind a desk in a radio station bringing what music the ppl want 2 them.

Do you follow your horoscope?
-not relli.

Would you move for the person you loved?
-hell yea.

Do you believe that opposites attract?
-uh-huh. has proved itself.

Dream job?
-dj, actor, director

Real job?
-student.

Favorite channel?
- mtv

Have you ever attempted suicide?
- nope.

Favorite place to go on weekends?
- club

Showers or Baths?
-baths.

Do you paint your nails
- ??? r u insane?

Do you trust people easily?
-rather, but i still maintain a certain distance.

Do you keep a handwritten journal?
-nope. never had, never will.

Where would you rather be right now?
-at a chalet with my frends...

Who makes you feel guilty?
-ummm... i dunno... i learn 2 let go of guilt and accept my mistakes.

Heavy or light sleep?
-heavy.

Are you paranoid?
- nope.

Are you impatient?
-used to. not anymore.

Whats your life motto?
-always stay cheery.

WHATS YOUR MAIN RINGTONE ON YOURPHONE?
-dunno. dun care relli. it's usually on vibrate.

WHAT WERE YOU D0ING AT MIDNIGHTLAST NIGHT?
- sleeping.

WHAT DID THE THIRD TEXT MESSAGE ONYOURCELL PHONE SAY AND WHO SENT IT?- - you're mean-serene

WHOS BED DID YOU SLEEP IN LASTNIGHT?
-meesas.

WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
-i'm topless now, cos i'm at home.

MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOUWATCHED?
- poseidon.

NAME 3 THINGS THAT YOU HAVE ON YOUAT ALLTIMES
-the one ring
-mp3
-glasses

COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEETS
-orangey

HOW MUCH CASH DO YOU HAVE ON YOURIGHTNOW?
-about 50.

What is your favorite part of the chicken?
-depends on how it's cooked.

What's your favorite town/city?
-new york. singapore. sydney.

When was the last time you saw your mom?
- a few mins ago.

When was the last time you saw your dad?
-a few secs ago.

When was the last time u talked to them?
-Mom: a few mins
-Dad: a few secs

What did you eat for dinner last night?
- can't remember. food?

A - AVAILABLE?
-yea

B - BEST FRIENDS?
-must mention all?

C - CELEBRITY CRUSH?
-fiona xie

D - DOGS NAME?
-april

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO?
-ash

F - FAVORITE SINGER(S)?
-hoobastank

G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMYWORMS?
-either one, so long as their gummy

H - HOMETOWN?
-Singapore

I - INSTRUMENT?
-guitar.

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE?
-dunno.

M - MILK FLAVOR?
-chocolate.

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS?
-1.

O- ONE WISH?
-to be a spartan.

P - PERSON WHO LAST CALLED YOU?
- ash.

Q - FAVOURITE QUOTE?
-FIE THE VILLIANOUS CURS HAVE OVERTURN THE UNSBSTANTIATED VERDICT IN THE FACE OF TEMPERATE FOOTWEAR!

R- REASON TO SMILE?
- everything.

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD
-someday-the afters.

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP?
-7++

U - UNKNOWN FACTS ABOUT ME?
- i'm sensitive 2 others.

V - VEGETABLE YOU HATE?
-srping onions, ginger, dunno lah...

W - WORST HABIT(S)?
-sleeping late.

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD?
-2?

Z - ZODIAC SIGN?
-leo.

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde8:15 AM
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Lights and Sounds.

hey ppl!

my life is relli boring ryte now... so i'll juz be reviewing some of the albums i've been listening 2.

today's album will be Lights and Sounds by Yellowcard.

the latest album released by yellowcard early this year, the band frm jacksonville florida, best known for their use of a violin in rock has released this album as a sign that they are now more mature. the tunes and lyrics in the cd are largely contrasting to their usual lover-boyish, reminiscent tunes frm ocean avenue. while the latter was a rather big hit with the title track, only one and way away it was not as impactful nor in line with current events. in fact, that album had mostly a punkish feel to it.

however, with the release of Lights and Sounds, yellowcard have delved into the genre of emotional rock. or emocore. it relli makes u sink into the song in a sense that it constantly refers to the listener in songs like lights and sounds. it starts of rather quietly with an opening piano track called three flights up. at the end of this first track though, it crunches into the fast-paced intro of it's title track. while referring to the listener during the song, it kinda tries 2 make u appreciate everything around u...

it later procedes 2 tell a story of a single person, whose name is not uncovered until later in the album. "down on my head" basically starts 2 tell the listener about this person's daily life. going about his daily routine until everything goes wrong. or rather having the "world coming down on [my] head".

"sure thing falling" is very sentimental to me, for reasons unknown. haha. but it basically starts introducing us to this character, and apparently, the first-person is trying to prevent something bad frm happenign to our character, by writing "books" to protect him from a terrible fate.

"city of devils" is next. i personally feel it is an anknowledgement of the corruption and evil in our society and y we, or in this case the central character has to live in it.it has a relli dark and moody feel to it, so much so dat he "can't see the sky here at night". it's more or less a depressing but true song.

"rough landing, holly" is very much a love song in it's own right. i mean, through all the explosive rock, u can still here the lyrics about how our character misses this loved one, holly, even in the midst of the war. and about how she is his courage and strength to carry on.

"two weeks from twenty" is largely a revelation for all of us, as we now know our main character's name. Jimmy. here we hear about his dreams, his ambitions and everything he wanted to be. as mentioned, he was one of those whom "they we sent with a gun." signing away his right to be proud, i feel, was referring to the enlistment form for the army. it has a really jazzy feel to it, with the inclusion of the sax, but it still manages to bring out a feeling of grief for this nineteen-year-old who died in a war.

"waiting game" is a very brink-of-death kinda song, where it seems that jimmy wants and needs to see holly one more time, u noe, the usual, deathbed scene thingy. but it's touching in that sense. the story, which has progressed up until here holds a very emotional feeling, which i feel, tries to make us sympathize with those lost in the war, many of whom had lives ahead of them, but sacrificed it.

"martin sheen or JFK" is rather confusing for me, mostly becos it seems to be speaking from more than one voice. on one hand, the authority seems to be stressing that he's taking all the soldiers, jimmy included and the latter appears to be protesting against fighting, but he has no choice, hence "i'll hurt for you". later on in the song, one whom i'd assume to be holly cries out in an empty bed, that jimmy is gone, and she can't live without him because "[he's][her] air". this is more or less a collection of all the character's thoughts at that point in time.

"grey", i can't relli tell hu's point of view it's being sung from, largely cos it kinda applies to everyone. it's relli a lot about confusion and how everythign seems to be in disarray. it also shows us that jimmy duzzen't regret his decision of going to war. in a sense, he's breaking up with holly in this song. and it's touching in a sense that he duzzent' want his death to affect her. *sniff**sniff*

"words, hands, hearts". it's after the war, and everyone is now looking back on how the war has changed them. it is now that it is explicitly revealed to us that what has happend is irreversible. and noone can do anything to change what has happened.

"how i go", the first relli cheerful song in the album. although it's talking mostly of how jimmy is given a resolution, and that he's not at all unhappy about dying, he encourages holly to cry it out, and to "let it flow". the mention of a son kinda gives the impression that perhaps holly was pregnant when jimmy died, and that jimmy is now talking in sprit to his son. maybe, maybe not. it's just an inference. but a very heartwarming song, nonetheless.

the last song in the album, "holly wood died", juz when u tot everything was fine and dandy, we see that maybe, holly and jimmy never lived such a perfect, peaceful suburban life. the mentioning of "coming down" kinda refers to hell. seriously. it also seem like he's trying to tempt her into dying, but maybe it's just me.

overall, lights and sounds is telling the story of one boy and one girl, who love each other so deeply, and yet are seperated by war and death. as well as all the trials and tribulation before and after the war. and about how society duzzen't relli give a shit.

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde5:00 AM
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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

me- yenriels, yenriels! get ur yenriels here! sale today!
buddhin- ONLY 15 YEN!
[class erupts in laughter]


2dae was Victoria 130 challengen, and 2 tell the truth, i wasn't very enthusiastic cos it wasn't the real victoria challenge... so dat kinda sux. it's this mini version of the victoria challenge hld every 4 years.
in the orginal, every class is given 24 hours to do something extreme which will last for a very long time... like paint a mural, or make a damn long banner, or construct bbq pits... instead, in this cheap rip-off, we were given 3.6 hours 2 do something minor... no fun... at least the real victoria challenge is next year... WOOHOO!!! ash and i hope 2 propose completing the Halo 1 and Halo 2 campaigns on legendary in 24 hours. the rest of the class wanna make boats and put them in the eco pond, where they will get ravaged by the fish... hmmm... i like the first idea better, though...

so anyway, our 130 challenge was 2 make 13 kites and fly them... at first, we were relli behind schedule, and ben was getting pissed off, becos for once in his life he felt important. from what i observed, he tot he was in charge and kept yelling at everyone. loser. i honestly felt like giving him a closeup look at the dust particles on the sole of my shoe. but somehow, after like, half the time was gone, everybody speeded up even though we were missing the manpower of jon and juffri for the most part bcos dey were in the field playing soccer, and also that of abdul, joseph and salihin hu were playing coin soccer... but noone relli cared or noticed, so i juz shut up and helped make the kites while listening to hoobastank... yay! EVERY MAN FOR HIMSELF!!!

we managed 2 finish with like, half and hour 2 spare.cool! so we went down 2 the field 2 go fly kite. den it turned out that, out of the 13 kites we made, onli one could fly decently. and also, since it was the onli one, we ran a relay around the field with it, and upon finishing, the kite skeleton broke. fun... woohoo... bravo.... round of applause, gentlemen... haiz... nvm. it was fun while it lasted.

i've had this recent spasm fer drawing the past couple of days... especially drawing halo stuff... i was rather proud of my master chief sketch, but i sacrificed it 2 gnui 2 whom i offered 2 give to to use as a fake birthday present attachment frm moi... yes, i helped my frend lie 2 his parents...but onli at the promise that he would put it in his room... haha. i should've scanned and saved it in my com. haiz.. nvm... i juz console myself by saying that the shading was horrendous. haha. the most recent one i've done is of an elite. it's drawn with a more anime style than anything else... reminiscent of the days when i used 2 draw anime in class... haiz... now i think i've lost my skill... hu cares? haha.

oh btw, it took rather long, but here are the photos frm the IAEA conference... yay!!!

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yes! behold, the victorian grandeur... the majesty, the pride, the glory, my spastic smile!!! (cancel appropriately)

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this was very freakish... i dun even wanna describe it... haiz...

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this was supposed 2 be our emo poses, but ryte now, i juz look ashamed... haha.

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last but not least, our very friendly african, friends. woohoo!!!

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde7:28 AM
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Monday, May 22, 2006

another survey thing... i have no life...

1. Start Time
/*9:08
2. Name
/* Hansen
3. Nickname
/* Guy
4. If u were a skittle what color would you be?
/* Blue
5. Chinese Zodiac
/* Goat
6. Zodiac
/* Leo
7. Hair color
/* Black
8. Eye color
/* Brown
9. Height
/* 180
10. Favorite Color
/* depends on compatiblity with my mood
11. glasses?
/* Yup
12. Braces?
/* nopenope
13. Piercing/tattoos?
/* uh-uh
15. Area code
/* 1800-EAT-SHIT

******HAVE YOU EVER******

17. Cut your own hair?
/*do eyebrows count?
18. Did you do something in the past month thatyou regret?
/* taking my exams
20. Kissed someone who isn't ur g/f or b/f?
/* yea
21. Skipped school?
/* nope. did in jan though...
22. Bungee jumped?
/* nopenope. hope 2 though...
23. Had sex outside?
/* nope
24. Dumped someone?
/* nope
25. Been arrested?
/* nope
26. TP'd someone's house?
/* not dat lame...
27. Won something?
/* Yea
30. Been rejected?
/* Yea
31. Been to a funeral?
/* nope. supposed 2 go, but i had no time 2 make it back home...
32. Used a lighter?
/* Yupyup
33. Been on stage?
/* 2dae, in fact.

*****FAVORITE*****

34. Season
/* Summer. dunno y. juz is.
35. Food
/* no real preference...
36. Ice cream flavor
/* ain;t a big fan of it....
37. School subject(s)
/* Lit/ A maths.
38. Person?
/* everyone in wheelchair gang...
41. Book(s)
/* ummm... not sure, relli...
42. Movie(s)
/* no real preference...
43. Song?
/* I write sins not tragedies by panic!at the disco, and song by hoobastank and yellowcard.
44. Park?
/* TSiglap linear park. grown 2 like it since i walk through it everyday...
45. State
/* Singapore, i guess...
46. Place
/* my room... gr8 fer sleeping...
47. Sport to watch
/* football and pool...
49. Bands/musicians
/* Nickel back, hoobastank, yellowcard... still got a lot...
50. Letter(s)
/* f,u,c,k
51. Restaurant
/* not sure... anywhere dat has buffets lah...
52. Cartoon Character(s)
/* dn relli watch cartoons anymore...
53. TV Station(s)
/* MTV, Star world, dunno liao. hardly watch tv...
54. Name for a son
/* Jacen, Luke or Anakin...
55. Name for a daughter
/* Jaina, Leia...

******DO YOU PREFER******

56. Chocolate or Vanilla?
/* Choco...
58. Long relationships or one night stands ?
/* Long relationships.
59. Dogs or cats?
/* Dogs...
60. Scary movies or comedies?
/* Comedies, but scary movies if dey have blood, gore, emotion...
61. Short hair or long
/* Short.
62. Croutons or bacon bits?
/* Bacon Bits.
63. Kissing or hugging
/* Kissing... and hugging... i dunno.

****FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND****

64. Mexicans
/* buritos.
65. School
/* VS
66. Grass
/* football
67. Cow
/* cheese
68. Canada
/* mountains
69. Mouse
/* Sophie
70. Hands
/* poke

******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU******

71. Watched a movie?
/* i not stupid 2
72. Talked on the phone?
/* Yea
73. Cried?
/* ? wad's dat?
74. Threw up?
/* nope
75. Drank a glass of water?
/* Yes.
76. Done Drugs?
/* u wish...
77. Read a book or magazine?
/* yea
78. Watched TV?
/* Yea
79. Looked in the mirror?
/* yupyup...
80. Taken a shower?
/* uh-huh.
81. Taken a picture?
/* yup. during the conference...
82. Listened to music?
/* yup. always...
83. Kissed someone?
/* Yea
85. Told someone you liked them
/* nope. 4 days late...

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde6:10 AM
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Sunday, May 21, 2006

finally... IT'S OVER!

ms wong- well, we'll all go have some milo first, ok?
mr meyer-yes, u guys all need to wake up.
linus-omg, can i dun drink the milo?
ms wong- y? r u lactose intolerent?
linus- no, i juz dun like milo...
me- [laughs hysterically and wakes ppl within a 5-blk radius up.]

well, i'm back frm the conference, considering i got the rest of the day off... it was pretty cool i guess. gr8 feeling to actually perform it.

got dad 2 send me 2 kc in the morn, i actually managed 2 give the correct directions fer once in my life. and i saw ms koh driving out of the sch 2 go back 2 vs 2 get the camera. i tried waving, but she didn't see. quite surprising, considering the fact dat she duzzen't usually keep her eyes on the road... haha. relli, sms-ing in the car. WHEN DRIVING!? anyway, i was kinda lost, cos i tot at that point dat the meeting point was vs. luckily, the relli nice security guard came and told me the rest were inside. thx, auntie!!! haha. but i still didn't noe where, until the kc teacher, ms wong graciously pointed me 2 the music room.

the bus ride was pretty uneventful, unless u count us making fun of ms koh. haha. particularly enjoyable.

when we got 2 the copthorne, everything was likel, prepped and ready, all the seats were neatly arranged and shit... put our bags in the holding room, incidentally called the pelican. haha. sadly, we couldn't rehearse cos the anklung freaks were playing their music super loud. haha. linus loved it, i could barely stand it. so i spent most of the time talking to ms koh and one of the seab ppl while they were playing. yes, as hard as it is to believe, i couldn't care less.

listened intently and with "infinite" interest to the opening addresses, glancing at ms koh for a signal to go and queue up after each one to prepare fer our performance. after several false alarms, i handed ms koh my valueables(as much as it pained my heart), and stood on the right of the stage. omg, adrenaline was pumping like free. unfortunately, i was not allowed 2 move, so all i could do was smile it off at ben. haha. i couldn't see his reaction mainly cos i didn't wear my specs. i took 'em off cos i didn't want 2 feel nervous. yes, cowardly, aren't i? ms koh tot i took 'em off cos they had a habit off slipping down my nose during the performance. oh well, i guess that works too.

weirdly, as serious as the play is supposed 2 be, the audience found it rather humorous. dey laughed when ben talked about his trophies, dey laughed when adeeb said the marking scheme changed, dey laughed when i stood on the box(?), dey luaghed when daryl and i were compring he marks, dey laughed at the term "loser-friendly", dey onli didn't laugh during charlotte, cheng and sophie's performances. at least that maintained it's seriousness... the outro was rather well-received... i noticed dat the most applause an cheering were for those hu wanted 2 go into the entertainment industry, not the doctors, lawyer or genetic scientists... haha. no offence, though...

upon getting back 2 our seats, vp lim gave us a huge thumbs-up. yay!!! gr8 2 have a supporter... anyway, borke us fer tea, and got congratulated by some british bigshot director thingy. the nigerian delegates were very very friendly. they wanted like, loads of photos. we must have taken like, 7 photos with them, fer them. photowhoring was fun, definitely. according 2 mr. lim, we were topics of conversations... which RULEZ!!!! haha. celebrity status fer a day. extremely addictive, trust me. well, i gtg celbrate my mom's bdae, now... buffet! pics to come soon!!! watch this space!

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde11:16 PM
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Top 20

meyer-what kind of song is that? [referring to I write sins not tragedies by Panic!at the disco]
me-it's emotional rock
meyer-is there even such a genre? i've never heard of it...
me- yes, well, it's not very wide-spread...
meyer- what's the difference from the normal rock?
me-it's emotional?

wah... super nervous. tmr's the actual performance at the grand copthorne waterfront hotel. haiz... it seems like it was juz yesterday when ben, cheng and i were gloating about going to kc fer a whole afternoon... haiz.. it ended too fast. hopefully we get chosen 2 act in mr. meyer's play...

anyway, i haven't given my top 20 fer a long time so, i'll spare all of u the pain of reading through my lyrics ANALytical stuff, so here it is.

20.Someday- The Afters-I Wish We All Could Win (Credit to cheng fer reco-ing me this song.)

19.Let u go- Ashley Parker Angel

18.One- Mary J. Blidge feat U2

17.Lie To Me- Daniel Powter-Daniel Powter

16.Hips Don't Lie- Shakira feat. Wyclef Jean-Oral Fixations Vol. 2

15.Good Enough- Hoobastank-Every Man For Himself

14.All Downhill From Here- New Found Glory-Catalyst

13.We Are One Tonight- Switchfoot-Nothing Is Sound

12.Be Without You- Mary J. Blidge

11.My Sacrifice- Creed-Weathered

10.Saying Sorry- Hawthorne Heights-If Only You Were Lonely

9.Rush- Aly and AJ

8.Savin' Me- Nickelback-All The Right Reasons

7.Photo-Ryan Cabrera-You Stand Watching

6.I Wish You Were Here-Incubus-(Single)

5.Broadway- Goo Goo Dolls-Dizzy Up The Girl

4.Krafty- New Order

3.Sitting, Waiting, Wishing-Jack Johnson-In Between Dreams

2.Too Much Food-Jason Mraz-Waiting For My Rocket To Come

1.I Write Sins Not Tragedies-Panic!at The Disco-A Fever You Can't Sweat Out

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde5:36 AM
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Friday, May 19, 2006

yeast.

ben- oh shit! jon oh's wedding is on the 27th! dat means i can't go! damn!!!
me- u're not invited. not like we want u dere anyway...
[dejected look frm ben]
harry- wtf??? then the girls sure outnumber the guys one lah!
me-hence, we need a medium between the two. ben... i've changed my mind.

back to sch it was 2dae. thx 2 our dear monitors, we had free period all the way till 1045 frm 0740. not bad huh? the mats spent it playing cards, harry got pissed with xurong fer taking the full metal alchemists mangas frm his bag without permission. and ash and i listened 2 music the whole way through. justin and kwok cheong oso. apparently, they seemed 2 think dat all the songs whose titles dey did not noe, dey would ask me and i would.quite cool. made me feel important. haha.

the rest of the day was quite uneventful...until after sch. i had 2 keep telling all the np guys i had a rehearsal. unfortunately, due 2 the confidentiality surrounding Printed Dreams and Paper Castles, i couldn't give much info. i'm kinda worried it sounded too much like a made-up excuse. sry guys.

coming back home, i'm dead bored... haiz...well...i'll go call gnui see if he can play with me. cyaz!!!



the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde4:41 AM
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Thursday, May 18, 2006

8 straight hours of covenant ass-kicking...

me-maybe i should take the mike.
gnui-y?
me- juz in case i need to talk to nick, considernig he's like, 6 km away.
gnui- but i need it!
me-what for?
gnui-juz in case i need to exchange tactical information with ash!
me-HE'S SITTING RIGHT NEXT TO YOU!!!!!
gnui-precisely.
me-asshole.

went to ash's hse 2dae 2 finish up Halo 2. upon arrvial at tampines mrt, i found i had 1/2 and hour 2 kill. hmmm... so i juz went 2 have breakfast t mcdonald's while listening 2 jerry seinfeld's comedy which i had on my mp3 and i didn;t noe. however, halfway through my hotcakes, i heard this dude shout something weird at seinfeld, and started coughing out my hotcakes. try not 2 picture it. then this dude sitting next 2 me started showing his care and concern. he looked a bit like shan wee. i was rather stunned fer a sec.

went back 2 the mrt station and saw wai yong, andrew and wilson. prolly went fer a movie. not that it matters anyway... i'm kind juz filling up this space with random shit... ash arrived and on 2 his house we went. strangely enuff, we kinda treated gnui like a dog, trying 2 arrange fer him 2 go 2 nick's place. gd thing nick said no, actually, otherwise, i dun see how we could've called gnui and told him: " hey gnui. good news. u are going nick's house! we'll call u when we're ready 2 play live. ok? ok. cool. bye dude".

the original plan was 2 finish the campaign first, then call gnui and have him come over. unfortunately, the moment we started on sacred icon, gnui popped through the door. i literally wanted 2 burst out and say "WTF???". it ended up dat gnui sat around and gave irritating comments. i found it quie bothersome. sadly, i had 2 find ways 2 hint at gnui 2 shut up, largely bcos everything he said seemed 2 come true. much like the example above. it looked to me like he had nvr relli come so far into the game on heroic.

we finished the campaign at last around 5 plus. so i stayed a little 2 play live. we lied 2 nick dat ash lost his live subscription, so when we signed in, the first thing we heard on the speakers was nick saying :"u lied to me." it was quite funny. i managed 2 spend most of my time screaming in nick's ear. haha.

now all that's left is fer me to somehow get an xbox 360 b4 the release of halo 3 next year. i'll go think about how 2 go about dat now, all the while nursing my aching head. tmr's checking scripts... haiz... plus rehearsal... shit.

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde6:45 AM
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

lightning is actually made of...gummy bears.

me-ok, as painful as it is, let's look at ben for a while...
ben- wth?
me- yes, well, say fer example, mdm ernies says dat u can-
ash- can u hurrythis up, *painful expression* my eyes are watering... AAARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!

yes well, hihi. first day back at sch since exams ended, and i must say, after 2 days of rehearsals, going back 2 my carzy-ass class was rather comforting. although i wish i could say similar about the day today.

after assembly in the parade square(on a wednesday? wtf???), we headed straight fer mr chia(no relation) 2 settle the cwo business. 4 hours on monday... fuck. den proceeded merrily down 2 the hall fer a student-prefect dialogue. oh plz. like anyone relli cares... ash and i didn't. we spent the whole time discussing formations 2 use on tmr's co-op halo 2. i think we're all pretty much set. going back 2 class fer maths was nth special... ash and i spent recess at the amphitheatre listening 2 halo 2 tracks. we were like, envisioning action sequences with the music... it was pretty cool.

went 2 the auditorium 10 mins late fer the victoria 130 challenge briefing. chun how is dead hilarious. he kept making fun of all the challenges the previous batches did. i suggested making a giant kite, and tying teng wei 2 it, den we send him back 2 his home planet. haha. quite lame lah.

after briefing went fer lunch at the canteen, where ash and i discussed the halo story, having a debate about whether the covenant could activate halo(s). i think it's possible. he didn't. debate ensued. ben juz watched foolishly, cos, he's ben. and someway, somehow, we started talking about travelling at the speed of light, and then about how lightsabers work. i didn't have time 2 answer all questions cos ben and i had 2 go fer rehearsal.

on the bus, i missed our stop, cos i was stunned by ash's question fer like, 10 secs. he actually asked me: "i wonder how grunts reproduce?" i had relli very bad images popping into my mind... and i was like, frozen... so i walked by myself 2 kc. haha.

met nadia outside kc. exchanged a few sentences of negligible importance and relevance and proceeded 2 the black box. we found that being locked inside theblack box with no lights was damn fun. cheng got shockedby adeeb hu was sitting behind him. but being cheng, he was none the wiser. haha. no offence, cheng. u were hilarious. (: the girls came in and disappeared behind the curtain. i went 2 summon them, and found sophie with her hair thrown over her face, charlotte limp on a chair, and meijing sitting straight up on the stairs. i was like "SON-OF-A-BITCH!" haha. it was truly frightening. haha.

mr meyer came in and introed us 2 the game "vampire". no, not the hand game, although it's rather fun. the game was conducted in the pitch dark black box, with ppl going around speezing shoulders and turning them into vampires. i was quite safe lah, cos i could see a few of them... and when someone bit me frm behind, i was attacked by mr meyer, whom i then proceeded to disrupt his blood flow by squeezing his neck relli hard. haha. he screamed in pain. i do so enjoy such things. haha.

practices went fine, we all got much more untied with our characters. mr meyer was quite happy, so was i. although most ppl couldn't tell cos i went into my "lone wolf" mode. i could tell mr meyer was quite worried, although it's quite normal fer me 2 go into such, stasis. it's not very comfortable fer other when i shut up. i dunno y... is it a very ominous sign, like a bad omen or something? dey always seem so freaked out...

finshed early though, so dad was able 2 pick me up. unfortunately, it was difficult fer him 2 find kc, so i made it easier fer him and walked my way down 2 parkway. bought a large whipped potato there! yay! i luv legumes!!! haha. kk, lame. anyway, dad picked me up and we went 2 old airport 2 buy my mum some dinner. surprisingly, i met mr chia there. haha. h was like: "hello boy, how are you?" i was shocked lah. onli when i looked down did i see him sitting down at a table, eating red beans. haha. bad time too. my shirt was tucked out(yeah. i noe. relli serious offence). but it was a rather weird moment. started talking about the vandals, and nth else much. but at least i managed 2 get the guys' cwo reduced 2 2 hours frm 4 on mon. gotta tell 'em dat. haha. well, i'm gonna turn in now. got a big day of covenant ass-kicking tmr. haha,

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde6:44 AM
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

i write sins not tragedies by panic! at the disco

Oh, well imagine, as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor,
and I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words:
"What a beautiful wedding! What a beautiful wedding!" says a bridesmaid to a waiter.
"And yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore."

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of...

Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne
Oh! Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne, pour the champagne

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again...

I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again...

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde6:53 AM
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Thursday, May 11, 2006

50 questions. huh? y so many? can discount ornot arh?

50 Questions

stolen frm seren's blog. haha.

Truth-
1. Do you like anyone?: yes
2. Do they know it?: yes
3. Simple or complicated?: complicated

In the Last Month-
4. Had sex: nope
5. Bought something: yupyup
6. Gotten sick?: yup. day right b4 exams too.
8. Felt dumb?: huh?
9. Talked to an ex?: uh-huh. everyday, relli.
10. Missed someone?: hmmm... i guess so...
11. Failed a test: haha. unavoidable.
12. Ate cereal: um, some multi-grained thingy with oats and shit.
13. Danced crazy: last month, yeah.
14. Got your hair cut?: yaya. i think it looks better short though...


Unique-
16. Nervous habits?: walking down long stretches of road with my music in my ear, mouthing the words as i go.
18. Can you roll your tongue?:yupyup. competed with mdm ernie on both sides of the wondow with dat.
19. Can you raise one eyebrow?: yupyup. i call it my quizzical look.
20. Can you cross your eyes?: hu can't?
21. Do you make your bed daily: wad's dat? oh u mean take wood and hammer-hammer ah?
22. Do you think you are unique: i am unique. as is everyone else. noone is the same. physically, maybe. emotionally, no way.

Have you Ever-
23. Given money to a homeless person?: i seem to recall, dat i did. once. or twice.
24. Said "I Love you"?: more than once. even to friends. more often to frends.
26. Waited all night for a phone call?: frm hu?
27. And never got it?: see above.
28. Sat and looked at the stars?: oh yeah. during sec 3 camp. so beautiful i actually teared.

Manners-
29. Do you swear?: like u wouldn't believe, bro.
30. Do you ever "talked back" to people?: ask anyone i;ve met.
31. You cook your own food?: constanly. i tend 2 like my own cooking. haha.
32. You do your own chores?: i dun have chores to do. i consider them opportunities to display consideracy.
33. You like beef jerky?: i managed to hit my cousin in the arm when ripping it apart.
34. You like pepsi or coke?: ppl hu noe me half-decently, will noe.
35. You're happy with your hair?: i'm quite happy with it, yea.
36. You own a dog?: used to. den my mum gave her away. i got pissed.
38. Do you like to swim?: like to?not relli. but i dun mind swimming with my cousins. it's our bonding time.
39. When you get bored do you call a friend?: yupyup.
40. Are you patient?: yup. didn;t use 2 be though.

Do you Prefer-
41. Flowers or candy?: candy.
42. Gray or black?: black
43. Color or black and white photos?: depends on the image.
44. red or black?: black
45. Lust or Love?: Love.
46. Winter or Summer?: summer.
47. Tea or coffee?: coke. haha.
48. Ice cream or Cake?: ice-cream. specifically, mcflurry.
49. Christmas or Thanksgiving?: Christmas.
50. Day or night?: day. nth much fer me 2 do at night.

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde8:51 AM
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Sunday, May 07, 2006

how guai am i? not likely to have a low score.

let's see how guai i am, yea? i think i'll be surprised...


1) smoked
2) consumed alcohol
3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5) made out with someone of the opposite sex
6) made out with someone of the same sex
7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex
8) watched porn
9) bought porn
10) done drugs
11) taken pain killers
12) taken someone else's prescription medicine
13) lied to your parents
14) lied to a friend
15) snuck out of the house
16) done something illegal
17) cut yourself
18) hurt someone
19) wished someone to die
20) seen someone die
TOTAL: 11

21) missed curfew
22) stayed out all night
23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24) been to a therapist
25) been to rehab
26) dyed your hair
27) received a ticket
28) been in a wreck
29) been to a club
30) been to a bar
31) been to a wild party
32) seen the Mardi Gras
34) had a spring break in Florida
35) sniffed anything
36) wore black nail polish
37) wore arm bands
38) wore t-shirts with band names
39) listened to rap
40) own a 50 cent CD
TOTAL: 5

41) dressed gothic
42) dressed prep
43) dressed punk
44) dressed grunge
45) stole something
46) been too drunk to remember anything
47) blacked out
48) fainted
49) had a crush on your neighbor
50) had someone sneak into your room
51) snuck into someone else's room
52) had a crush on someone of the same sex
53) been to a concert
54) dry humped someone
55) been called a slut
56) called someone a slut
57) installed speakers in your car
58) broke a mirror
59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
60) brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush
TOTAL: 7

61) consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper
62) seen an R rated movie in theaters
63) cruised the mall
64) skipped school
65) had an eating disorder
66) had an injury
67) gone to court
68) walked out of a restaurant without paying
69) caught something on fire
70) lied about your age
TOTAL: 3

71) owned an apartment
72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73) cheated with someone
74) got in trouble with the police
75) talked to a stranger
76) hugged a stranger
77) kissed a stranger
78) rode in the car with a stranger
79) been sexually harassed
80) been verbally harassed
TOTAL: 2

81) met face to face with someone you met online
82) stayed online for 12 hours straight
83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight
84) watched TV for 12 hours straight
85) been to a fair
86) been called a bad influence
87) cursed
88) prank called someone
89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90) cheated on a test
TOTAL: 8

91) cheated on homework
92) held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93) been pushed into a pool
94) played pool
95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight
96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you <<>97) had a crush on someone younger than you
98) wear eyeliner
99) skinny dipped
100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt
TOTAL: 6

wow... 42! how un-guai... haha. not at all surprising...

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde2:58 AM
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Friday, May 05, 2006

Chinese Horoscope(Freakishly correct)

CHINESE HOROSCOPE:
THE YEAR OF THE IRON DRAGON,
WISHING YOU PROSPERITY AND GOOD
FORTUNE IN THE
CHINESE NEW YEAR

FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS -
DO NOT CHEAT
OR IT WON'T WORK AND
YOU WILL WISH YOU HADN`T.

TAKE 3 MINUTES
TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT.










THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME
SAID
HER WISH CAME TRUE 10 MINUTES
AFTER
SHE
FORWARDED THE EMAIL

NO CHEATING!!!!













THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY
OUTCOME.








DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT.






IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH
A TRY


1st. Get PEN and PAPER

2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE
SURE
THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU
ACTUALLY
KNOW

3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST
INSTINCTS !!!!! Very
important for good results.

4th SCROLL DOWN

ONE LINE AT THE TIME
DON`T READ AHEAD
otherwise
YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN.











1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE
NUMBERS 1
through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT.













2. Next to the NUMBERS 1 & 2,

WRITE DOWN ANY
2 NUMBERS YOU WANT.

DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE NUMBER?













3. Next to the NUMBERS 3 & 7,

WRITE DOWN THE NAMES OF TWO
MEMBERS
OF THE OPPOSITE SEX.













CAUTION: DO NOT LOOK AHEAD or IT
WILL NOT
TURN OUT RIGHT














4. WRITE ANYONES NAME

(like FRIENDS or FAMILY...)
next to 4, 5, & 6.















DON`T CHEAT OR YOU`LL BE UPSET
THAT YOU
DID













5. WRITE down FOUR SONG TITLES in
8, 9, 10, &
11
















6. Finally,

MAKE A WISH



















ARE YOU READY?
HERE IS THE

KEY TO THE GAME
















1. THE NUMBER of PEOPLE THAT LIKE
YOU is
found in

SPACE 2







2. THE PERSON IN SPACE

3 IS THE ONE YOU LOVE








3. THE PERSON YOU LIKE but your
relationship
CANNOT WORK is in

SPACE 7








4. YOU CARE MOST about the PERSON
you put
in

SPACE 4









5. THE PERSON YOU NAME IN
NUMBER 5 IS
THE
ONE WHO

KNOWS YOU VERY WELL.









6. THE PERSON YOU NAMED IN 6 IS
THE YOUR

LUCKY STAR









7. THE SONG IN 8 IS THE SONG THAT
MATCHES
WITH THE

PERSON IN NUMBER 3








8. THE TITLE IN 9 IS THE SONG FOR
THE

PERSON IN 7









9. THE 10TH SPACE IS THE SONG
THAT TELLS
YOU MOST ABOUT

YOUR MIND








10. AND 11 IS THE SONG TELLING
HOW YOU

FEEL ABOUT LIFE








11. NUMBER 1 IS YOUR

LUCKY NUMBER



repost this
WITHIN AN HOUR OF READING THIS.





IF YOU DO, YOUR WISH WILL COME
TRUE.



* REPOST WITH Chinese Horoscope
(Freakishly
correct)

i'll post out my results fer this, but i'll not mention the girls fer their sakes, yea?

1. 4
2. 8
3. ****
4. harry
5. ash
6. ben
7. *****
8. petrified
9. unbelievable
10. beep
11. photo

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde9:35 PM
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Thursday, May 04, 2006

Name 20 people you can think of right now. Don't read the questions until you have named the 20 people. At the end of it all, choose 5 people to do this. Ready? Start~!


1. nic teoh
2.harry
3. ash
4. heidi
5. nicole
6. serene
7. ben
8. louis
9. ho jia min
10. biqi
11. jont
12. boon yew
13.oliver
14. weien
15. gnui
16. yap
17. hongaik
18. jerald k
19. liak
20. sophie


How did you meet #14?
sec1 camp. back when he was fat.


What would you do if you never met #1?
i'd have had noone 2 walk home wif throughout the whole of my primary school life. and i would not have a partner in crime. haha.


What would you do if #20 and #9 dated?
umm... somehow, i can;t envision dat hapening.


Did you ever like #19?
yea. he's cool. reminds me of lucas frm CAD.


Would #6 and #17 make a good couple?
HOLY SHIT! hell no. hong aik will stay at home and play starcraft all day, while serene went 2 play (basketball) with herself.

Describe #3
he's like, the most cool-tempered guy i noe. u can't piss him off and have him show it. it's impossible. he's also damn loyal. used 2 be the voice of reason in our bunch, but has recently turned into the voice of nonsense.

Do you think #8 is attractive?
louis? umm... i dunno. i guess in a bad-boy, adventurous kinda way, bah.

Tell me something about #7
he's mild-tempered. always striving to better himself.emotionally.


Do you know any of #12's family?
his brother and parents?

What's #8's favourites?
buying swords, his motorazr, i duuno. not exceptionally close with her.

What would you do if #18 confesses that he/she likes you?
i wouldn't be surprised.haha.


What language does #15 speak?
eng, chinese, titus-dun-touch-my-stuff-nese.


Who is #9 going out with?
not sure. shall i check?

How old is #16 now?
14 going on 15. his b'day's in aug. haha.



When was the last time you spoke to #13
i'm kinda talking to him now, regarding funny south park clips.


Who is #2's favourite singer/band?
oh fuck. lots. umm... simple plan. definitely. i find them gay, though...


Would you ever date #4?
ummm... maybe? it depends. according to my frends, she's me, times 2, compressed. but since opposites attract, i doubt it. although i wouldn;t mind. much.


Would you ever date #7?
wtf? can i change the number?


#15 single?
oh yea. he's looking for a girl his height. gd luck, bro.


What is #10's last name?
wong. y? lit.


Would you ever be in a serious relationship with #11?
dude. wad's up with all the general audience questions? he's a gr8 frend lah, though.



What school does #3 go to?
vs. he's my brother!


Where does #6 live?
hmmm... come 2 think of it, i nvr relli knew.


What's your favourite thing about #5?
she's always bubbly and full of life.


Have you seen #1 naked?
back when we were in kindergarten together. yea.

[the end]

okie,the five people I want to see doing this!
1.nick
2.harry
3.glen
4.boon yew
5. aiyah. dun wanna say, juz do at ur own discretion.

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde5:47 AM
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linus mentioned he'd like 2 see me take this survey. and i'm currently sitting in my big black chair, bored out of my mind. so yea, here goes.

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
b4 world war 2, the british *ZzZzzZzZzZZ*

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
y?


3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Something on MTV b4 i drifted off 2 sleep due to my medicine.

4. Without looking, guess what time it is?
8.06pm?

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
8.20pm. Son-of-a-bitch.

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Some chinese show on the tv outside, some distant chanting, and my dick screaming in sexual desire. oops.

7a.When did you last step outside?
This morning when i went 2 see the doctor.

7b.What were you doing?
feeling sick, breathing,absent-mindedly wandering around hoping i din' go the wrong way...

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
u don't wanna noe... (don't guess either. it's wrong.)

9. What are you wearing?
Sec 3 camp shirt. black shorts. a frown on my face. and something else somewhere, over the rainbow....

10. Did you dream last night?
dun remember. i hardly remember my dreams nowadays.

11. When did you last laugh?
does an amused snort count?

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
a lot of star wars stuff.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
i saw ben yesterday. he was shitting into his pencil box. or was it snezzing? ah well, no diff. oh look! i'm laughing now. correction 2 question 11.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
it's for the General Audience. You.
G.A.Y

15. What is the last film you saw?
The Hills Have Eyes. so do i! cool! we have something in common! let's be friends!

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
lightsabers. lots and lots of lightsabers.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
I care about certain human beings.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I'd turn the fucking world into the star wars universe, u gay-fuck-ass-clown.

19. Do you like to dance?
not a big fan. i do it when i'm high on sugar of something. does sword-fighting count as dancing?

20. George Bush..
should go to the top of the empire state building, jump off, shave his chest on the way down, eat viagra as his cheeks get torn off his face, and land balanced on his cockhead, at which point i will be wwaiting there with lightsaber ignited, ready to cut his huge, viagra-induced monster cock down to the size of his brain a.k.a demolecularised.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl,what do you call her?
no need to imagine. haha. jkjk. jaina.

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Jacen. it's a common name, spelled uncommonly. cool huh? both naes r actually the name of han solo's children. i've always liked han fer some reason.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
dunno. prolly not. but if i did, i'd prolly live in downtown new york. i always wanted 2 say that.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
ummm... "yo!wassup, mah brudder"?

25. 4 people who must also do this in THEIR journal
heidi, biqi, boon yew, gnui.

the secret to life is to enjoy the pleasure of being terribly, terribly, deceived.-oscar wilde5:18 AM
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